Argh! $$$ =(
being stressed out about money~.. its like my dad doesn't want to give me any money!
he feels that i've been spending too much time on church~..
and yea.. of course.. feels like im spending like money grows from trees..
now~ im worrying over christmas cards! oh man~
Lord give me to the ability to cope and complete the christmas cards!
the worst part is that i haven't buy the cards -.-.. screwed..
ok~ busy week.. dont let it be an excuse.. help me!
if only some money will just land from the sky and drop onto my hands =)
all my troubles will fade away!~

Joshua

Clc2 Class today taught me LOTS! and also made me realise that our group havent been doing a proper cg.. we got to plan things right and make it flow right..
not only did i make new friends, i also realise the importance of each role.. HOW?
through the lesson.. call it a lesson if u want.. but its kinda like a practical thingy..
Every Role leads up to one another.. and yes.. we got to be smooth sailing..
which route will u take when u sail? a route with huge bumpy waves? or a route which has a smooth flow..
oh ya.. recently heard that my grand-sheep is having some kind of surgury? and yea.. dont really know the details.. but only small bits of it.. regardless what.. i think we got to care for one another in our group.. so.. why dont we pray for our dear clement? not only that, we got to make sure that there must be at least one VISITOR every 2 week?
Heh..~ alright Cg tomorrow Lets PREPARE! and make sure we do our role WELL!
HAiz... My PSP LCD SCREEN CRACKED! HOW? u ask?? (ok i know u dont wannna know but still i wanna type =p)
MY PSP FOR NO REASON DROP ONTO MY CHAIR THEN SLOWLY SLIDE DOWN AND SOFTLY HIT THE FLOOR! and still the screen crack like siao... diaoz...
Ok.. hopefully my dad doesnt make a big deal out of it and yea let me fix it =X..
Haiz~ making floorball sticks tomorrow too~ OMG! so many things! so little time..
Alright better go slp le.. tmr got tuition in the morning!

(STOP RAINING)

joshua
(Eggyok)

Im not sure what happened.. but ever since after clc2.. i seem like a changed person.. well to u guys im not sure whether u see any change in me.. but personally. i feel as though the layer of coldness shed off..
Is it a temporary thing? i hope not~.. i seem as though a happier and chirper person.. helping out in everything i can... for no reason.. i even bought mc nuggets for my tuition friends ytd o.o...
come to think of it.. this was smth i prayed for o.o... is it God's promises coming true?? Is this a signal to me that he is true and forever with me?
Like the Song (All Your Promises Won't Let Go Of Me!)
i feel encouraged and strengthened.. oh man.. i feel like sharing this joy to someone.. but who??
My mum asked me smth a few days back.. and i was kinda shocked.. she asked me to bring her friend's daughter to church O.o~... here's the problem.. she is in a weird which i dont even know existed.. i dont know who is she... dont know which group does that school belong to... etc etc.. i dont even know the spelling of her school!
Well.. try to bring her ba!
And Oh yes~ gotta honour my word and find a ministry.. however.. i dont know what ministry to take =/... i love to sing.. but CAN i sing? i love meet new faces and be an usher.. but can i?? Hmm... i still LOVE singing =/..
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT TO JOIN!~

Joshua
Over And Out