Yipee.. the holidays are coming! while (almost) everyone is having fun.. im still in school.. STUDYING~ wow.. exciting!
Zzz.. now my parents are in china.. and im stuck with my sister for a week..
haiz.. good news is that today she is in malaysia! thus im home alone!
hahaha.. bad news is that im bored..and no one is free to accompany me.. haiz..
luckly i found a laptop and realise that it have a wireless interent connection!
so now im slacking in my parents room with everything.. including internet! how fun.

my past 2 weeks have been great.. i've stopped using vulgarities often.. and ya.. by saying those words, i will hesitate awhile.. and fill in other words.. haha..
i thought that being alone at home will make me feel great.. but i guess thats not the case.. it feels like im the only one on the earth and there is no one who is able to help me if im in any trouble.. luckily my aunts are always calling me, asking on how im doing.. ( even though i might feel that it is very disturbing at times)..

have been hearing many odd things.. about ppl attempting suicide and of course.. some dies.. however, some suffers on physically and mentally.. i guess its due to pressure on their exam results.. some were retained.. some were expelled.. yes.. this is a weird topic to blog about.. but i guess its this kind of ppl who needs out help? God send us to Earth not to enjoy and slack.. we have a mission and its to bring people into the kingdom of God.. in order to bring people into the kingdom of God, we got to be with those people and be concerned with their life.. this means that we got to be there for our friends.. support them in any kind of way.. if we are able to do that, i dont think anyone will commit suicide cause they knows that someone is there with them throughout whenever they are facing any trouble.. the end might be ahead.. but with every corner there is hope.. every problem have its solution.. life is still important.. to all, suicide is not the only solution to everything.. u will only cause more misery if u commit suicide.. unless u want everyone to suffer with u.. i have nothing to say..

-Joshua-
Every Step of The Way ( he'll be there for us)