Oh yes! what an achievement~ i made it up mount Kinabalu.
That was a HECK OF AN EXPERIENCE!
Altitude Mountain Sickness (AMS) SUCKs~
i didnt feel anything while climbing up.. but when i was on my way down.. OmG!
Massive Headache!..
still.. not everyone have such an oppurtunity.. right? hahaha..
well.. throughout the whole Obs(sabah) camp, i found the culture exchange activity the most intresting one.. heehee.. the kids there were SO adorable.. if only they were my neighbours.. haha.. was having sooo much fun with them..
everything was simple.. at first i thought the kampong will be like shyt! but guess i was wrong!.. Yippee!..
Found out they had cable! TV! and yea.. another thought came into my head.. got how many channel ar? all malay ar? AND I WAS SHOCKED WHEN I HEARD THEY HAD MTV! WOAH!
okok.. haha.. hmm.. before the kampong stayover.. was the land exhibition.. which was to stay in the jungle.. and that totally sucked.. TOTALLY!
the only intresting about that exhibition was a lich which apparently was having ALOT of fun sucking my blood.. ( what a sucker )

aiya.. type more the next time i blog ba.. kinda late.. and kinda tired XD.. Cya!

-Joshua-

wow.. mixed feeling of excitement and pain gushed through me today!
why?? cause im leaving to OBS sabah for 10 days.. and i wont get to see my lovable sheeps and my shepherd.. wont get to see my friends.. wont get to play floorball.. sian.. leave my comfort zone and face the wild.. ar...
Nvm! i get to know more of my schoolmates =).. AWAY FROM TECHNOLOGY!
played floorball today.. and yes! it was fun..~ i felt great.. cause i havent been having soooo much fun (for floorball) since.. since.. the start of the year?
sad to say.. that neither my sheeps nor my shepherd will be slping over my place tonight.. but what the heck? at least i have a laptop to accompany me?
i should be greatful already.. HAHA!
So! If u happen to think of me and wonder where i am.. from 15th to 25th of november.. Im at Sabah~ if u want to see me! look at the moon cause i know i'll be looking at it ;D.
If i could.. i would like to hold u one more time.. i would lay my fingers on ur buttons.. so that i can access the internet XD! MY COMPUTER! WHY MUST U SPOIL!
oooh.. what the heck.. shit the computer.. and high five to the laptop!

seeing u today made my day =)
-Joshua-
MIA 15th ~ 25th of november!

Lost in confusion
I feel like I'm losin' it all
Where do I go from here?
With all this confusion,
Now who's gonna break my fall?
There's no one left to call
Nothing is clear
Where do I go from here?

Yipee.. the holidays are coming! while (almost) everyone is having fun.. im still in school.. STUDYING~ wow.. exciting!
Zzz.. now my parents are in china.. and im stuck with my sister for a week..
haiz.. good news is that today she is in malaysia! thus im home alone!
hahaha.. bad news is that im bored..and no one is free to accompany me.. haiz..
luckly i found a laptop and realise that it have a wireless interent connection!
so now im slacking in my parents room with everything.. including internet! how fun.

my past 2 weeks have been great.. i've stopped using vulgarities often.. and ya.. by saying those words, i will hesitate awhile.. and fill in other words.. haha..
i thought that being alone at home will make me feel great.. but i guess thats not the case.. it feels like im the only one on the earth and there is no one who is able to help me if im in any trouble.. luckily my aunts are always calling me, asking on how im doing.. ( even though i might feel that it is very disturbing at times)..

have been hearing many odd things.. about ppl attempting suicide and of course.. some dies.. however, some suffers on physically and mentally.. i guess its due to pressure on their exam results.. some were retained.. some were expelled.. yes.. this is a weird topic to blog about.. but i guess its this kind of ppl who needs out help? God send us to Earth not to enjoy and slack.. we have a mission and its to bring people into the kingdom of God.. in order to bring people into the kingdom of God, we got to be with those people and be concerned with their life.. this means that we got to be there for our friends.. support them in any kind of way.. if we are able to do that, i dont think anyone will commit suicide cause they knows that someone is there with them throughout whenever they are facing any trouble.. the end might be ahead.. but with every corner there is hope.. every problem have its solution.. life is still important.. to all, suicide is not the only solution to everything.. u will only cause more misery if u commit suicide.. unless u want everyone to suffer with u.. i have nothing to say..

-Joshua-
Every Step of The Way ( he'll be there for us)