i've been dreaming.. dreaming about this mysterious girl..
who is she? when i first dreamt of her.. i thought i was just thinking too much..
but hey.. thinking too hard while slping?? sounds weird.. shouldn't my mind be RESTING while i slpt?
all i remember was that i was sitting with this girl among with friends on a bridge having a meal.. and behind her was a beautiful lake.. but as soon as i was able to see her face.. i woke up..
when i reached school and complete my english paper 1, i almost fell aslp.. and during that point of falling aslp, her image appeared again.. i was shocked and woke up.. who was she?
i left her image at a side and continued playing with my pens -.-..
after recess, i took my english paper 2 and realise that i still had 30 mins plus more to spare.. so i went to slp.. once again, i dreamt of this mysterious girl..
it was no coincidence as i had dreamt of her 4 TIMES after waking up 4 times due to the teachers' conversation..( as i sit at the front).. the last 2 dreams were unclear however the 2nd dream was me and a group walking along the streets and this girl was just next to me.. when i could even talk to her.. i woke up..
i wonder who is this girl.. and what is this dream telling me?
all i could remember is the shadow of this girl's back..

(hopefully i will know once and for all who you really are.. tonight)

Joshua
-MiA- from Audi

Do u believe that there is a path of no return?
To me, it is only true when one does not see Christ as their Lord..
(Matthew 13:1-9)
*The same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the lake. Such large crowds gathereed around him that he got into a boat and sat in it, while all the people stood on the shore. Then he told them many things in parables, saying:"A farmer went out to sow his seed. As he was scattering the seed, some fell along the path and the birds came and ate it up. Some fell on rocky places, where it did not have much soil. It sprang up quickly, because the soil was shallow. But when the sun came up, the plants were scorched, and they withered because they had no root. Other seed fell among thorns, which grew up and chocked the plants. Still other seed fell on good soil, where it produced a crop - a hundred, sixty or thirty times what was sown. He who has ears, let him hear."*
To me, it all goes down on whether or not we will accept Christ as our Lord and Saviour.
Allowing Christ to take us step by step in life and not to fall into the pit of despair?..
I believe that we are somewhat similar to the seeds. we go into the wrong path and caused ourselves misery. some of us choose to affect those around us as we grow. however, i believe that unlike the seeds, we will be able to choose the right path. that is when we as the people of christ walk forth and out of our comfort zone by touching hearts and saving lifes!

Moreover, at times of crisis, will you look towards Christ for strength?
Did u think that the Lord have abandoned you, leaving you in a mess?
(Joshua 1:5)
*No one will be able to stand against you all the days of your life; I will never leave you nor forsake you*
if we as christians are unable to go through life without having faith in Christ, how are we able to walk out and safe others? as the old chinese saying, before saving others, you got to safe yourself!. if not, how are we able to call ourselves christians? without this FAITH, we wont be able to work on the commandment!

basically, i guess it all depends on ourselves. to either walk down this "path of no return" (walking into the wrong path)or lighten up our path by enjoying the grace of the Lord. and to the christians, we have to take up the courage and trust the Lord. With this faith, we will be unstoppable as we will truely call ourselves the children of Christ =).

Joshua-

Maybe its time for our group to grow even more!..
let us not look at the limitations.. but instead look towards God for our strength and energy.. with him, everything is possible..
yes. after service, i felt renewed in a way.. it felt as though i was in hope for the first time..
i cant use any word to express how i feel! why? cause God is soooo GREAT! that no words can describe him..
queensway and bukit merah must make a difference in hope! and with this i hope that it will happen..! trust in the lord by giving in ur 100% and he will do the rest!
YES! i admit that i havent been doing much for the group but only to ask qk and joshua to invite more people.. while i just sit back and relax!..
what we say mustn't be a statement itself, it must be turned into an action so that all can see the greatness and glory of the LORD! AMEN!

today's question: to be formal? or not to be?
that is the question =D
-TWINS-hardy
Joshua