5th in class.. is that a good thing? hmm.. all right i guess..
but comparing my results to others.. i don't think so..
looking at others doing well motivates me one way or another..
hopefully, this will allow me to study harder for final year..
for now.. i want to just thank God for everything he have done for me..
pulling me out of my emotional state when i needed help..
he gave me the knowledge and perserverance to move on.. to go through my Ca3..
so THANK YOU! GOD! heehee =)!

-MiA-
-BlAcKoRdEr-
[Joshua.L] a.k.a Jiao
Till The End ~

a year ago, i felt extremely happy.. and now.. i feel extremely SICK!
oh man.. i cant even speak out a sentence properly without being interupted by a cough..
got back home early and went to rest.. ohhh yes.. ca3 is over.. but a darker storm approaches.. FYE..
ok lets forget about exams for now.. ^^.. 3 more days babe.. 3 more days..
oh yes.. i almost forgotten.. today's my grnadma's birthday!
when my mum asked me to talk to her.. i told her i couldnt.. didnt want to cough on the phone.. hahas..
during the ca3 period, i've been studying like shyt.. and now. i dont feel comfortable slping early =(.. i found out that i have Real Friends in the class.. i really appriciate their companionship.. even though i only know them for like hmm 6months? i feel as though i've known them for a year.. yup.. this friends of mine arent the "gang" in my class.. but instead those who have been "quiet" in class..
however, there are some exeptions as well.. for example, my half-brother. elvin..
and of course! brothers like keith jang and jem!.. even though i haven been spending time with them.. =(..
ok.. i feel as though this entire post is dedicated to my friends.. and well.. i guess it is.. so i want to take this chance to thank all of them =D!

Friends who u can trust
[Joshua] a.k.a Jiao
-BlAcK0RdEr-

OH great.. the time has come! and yes we are all mugging...
slping over at keith's house today.. was studying.. and now playing ^^..
keith is like slping next to me hahas.. *snores*
hee.. hee.. looking at he date today, it brought me back into the past.. but hey.. whats the use looking back? besides learning from ur past mistakes?
hmm.. well.. i hope that i can continue to study! tomorrow morning! i must complete my greog by the time finshes.. and ya.. maybe i can even do e maths.. which i havent practice... shyt.. well.. maybe cause i feel that the emaths and amaths are the same.. except for 1 or 2...haiz.. why keith computer have to hang.. now cant play audition.. keith hope that u will read this! ARGH! no audition!
hahas.. hmm feel like playing soccer also.. hahas..
the central boys had a soccer/floorball event this morning.. and i got to admit that i "woke up from the wrong side of the bed" as i was very grumpy.. not only that... ill.. oh man.. i will never take another motorcycle ride again.. its FREAKING cold..
not to forget.. scary..! i can still feel the "after effects" a cold =/..
oh man.. i think im gonna fall ill.. pls dont let that happen.. if not dont have to take the ca le.. argh!..
actually, i feel kinda fat now.. cause i just ate like macdonalds? eew.. cant fall aslp! must resist temptation..!
hahas.. alright then.. hope to see ya'll in church tomorrow.. especially you..

Note to Keith: do u know u snore very loudly?
SOL ( snore out loud )
(Joshua) a.k.a Jiao
-BlAcKoRdEr-

Every Inch of my body is telling me to Sleep.. espeacially my eyes..
My eyes closes whenever the teacher stops talking.. soon later, my mind will drift away.. then "BAM!" "wake up Jiao Hui". my sleepy eyes gazed around the classroom and realised that i was still in class.. zzz..
"ring.." oh yes.. recess.. hmm.. im fasting.. so how? a cup of milo? suddenly i could see kendrick looking all depressed the shit.. and was like why so glum? because he didnt have any money for recess.. so since i was fasting.. it didnt bother me that i lend him some money.. i felt "great" after that and went off to watch Jem playing soccer.. and soon "RING!!.." oh crap.. next period chinese..
there was 2 tests and man i was still feeling exhausted.. trying my best to read the passage, i felt extremely confused.. soon later, i realised why.. i skipped many lines and thus unable to understand the passage.. haiz..
"RING!!!!" YES! feeling much better, we went back to class and went for our national day rehearsal?? DEEP IN MY HEART I JUST KNOW.. RIGHT FROM THE START WE WILL GROW.. LOOK WHERE WE ARE .. WE COME SO FAR.. AND THERES STILL A LONG LONG WAY TO GO.. WITH ALL OF MY FORCE???
i looked back yes.. darren the starwars fan was trying to change the lyrics and involved things from starwars.. Force.. lightning.. darkside.. you get my point.. YES it was weird but entertaining.. after school, i slacked around the school compound and went home.. as soon as i reached home, i could no longer stay awake.. and just landed on my bed.. Zzz.. WHEN I WOKE UP, IT WAS ALREADY 8.50PM! OMG! Die..

Ok.. that was my day.. hows yours? :)..
with my common test just around the corner, how can i just lay back and do nothing!
MOREOVER! i have forgotten the concepts on moments! OH SHYT! and now i got to worry about the OBS forms i need to collect and that norman didnt get hsi edusave form and jun ren didnt get his permision slip to go.. AR! Oh GOD HELP ME! and please.. no white hair.. =)..

Feel The BEAT!
[Joshua] a.k.a Jiao
-BlAcKoRdEr-