wow.. today's caregroup was great? maybe not so great...
Isacc fell ill.. and had to be sent to the hospital.. (omg?)
and they suspect that its dengue.. (awww).. Pray For HIM!
and so there we were... (Yk, mark, joel and myself) playing.. bridge? hahas
which became very fun? Oo.. and oh ya.. thank you hannah for teaching me!
haha... once u get the hang of it.. it will be fun ;D...
ANW.. i felt GREAT today during worship.. images appeared in my head..
the songs were like hmmm alright? and we had teaching... which was 45minutes long..
WE WANTED TO PLAY DOTA! but no time =p... so we went for lunch! heee..
and ya didnt want to eat long john... throat was unwell.. (hahas..)
and WE PLAYED DAYTONA! wa... (correct spelling anot? ?.?)
hahas... had lots of fun... haiz...
AND FOR SOME PEOPLE WHO THINKS I HAVE BROKEN UP WITH MY GF... because of the previous blog entry
number 1: I DONT HAVE A GF! GET THAT IN YOUR HEAD!
number 2: ITS ONLY A SONG AND I LIKE THE PART SO I TYPED IT OUT AGAIN!
NUMBER 3: WHY SO KPO!!

when you are feeling down look up in the sky and try to spot my star..
the word of the JIAO...

gaze upon a shooting star
[Joshua]

There are so many reasons that I find to run to you
Cos there's so little loving in my life, now I am wawy
And thinking about it I want things back how they used to be
There is no way round it, nothing good comes easily
So much between us and we both know that it's wrong
So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong

[Chorus]
So here I am all by myself thinking of you nobody else
There is a feeling inside and as hard as I try it just won't go away
Are you finding it hard it all on your own
Having to face each night alone
Knowing that you are the one with the love that I need
And I miss you more each day

So many feelings emotions running away with me
Cos it's you that I believe in and I love this one so deep
So much between us and we both know that it's wrong
Now I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong
Back where I belong

[Chorus]

So I keep on waiting till I am back where I belong
Back where I belong

[Chorus to fade]

i just wish that EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST LIKE BEFORE!


saying i love you is the hardest thing to do~
[joshua]

Labels: wish upon a shooting star

GCE "O" Level Practical examination!
it may sound hard but if u study... u will know how to do..
AND I DID IT! YAY... hopefully its correct la...
whats the use of rejoicing when u dont know how well you have done??
hmm.. my school had a cross country event which is held annually!..
and i guess i was suppose to be running competitive??
but i slacked =p... so i did mass run ^^...
the place was MUDDY LIKE HELL!... my shoes were like all brown after the run??
but i saw many funny things while running...
like boys being too sissy to walk on the mud.. and try to find another route.. HAHA..
and when they try to jump over the mud... they will land on the mud???
well.. hopefully they will be able to go through NS in the future.. hahas...
there were like so many horse shit on the road?!.. haha... and i practically slacked the whole thing... didnt really sweat much.. but hey i did the run!
OHya.. just remembered to mention that the run was 4.8km..
hmm.. will be having chemistry o level spa tomorrow ><... here we go again! hahas..

feeling dam sick now... i think if i go school tomorrow.. i will just do my spa paper and go home... =/...
im like having a fever -.-... and i fell aslp when i reach home..( after bathing )
haizzz.. holidays are coming.. and i just realised that my track camp and church camp collided... why?? cause the track camp was pushed back due to the sec 4 exams..
well. what to do... guess i will have to sacrifice one.. =(...
alright then.. wish me luck for my spa! cya ^^

wish upon a shooting star
[joshua]

kind of feeling dam down now.. =(..
cause i wasnt the sprinter's GL... instead it was ashwin..
kinda of isolated myself and ran fast during warm up..
didnt want to talk to anyone.. and did my own stretching at the side..
but ya.... melvin came over and talked to me though =)...
hahas.. so happy that he is the AGL.. =) WORK HARD!
im starting to follow couch and do work outs instead of running about..
feeling dam tired =/... did circuit training.. and ya.. effective =)...

after training.. went off to the canteen and slacked awhile before going back home..
hmm.. well.. it doesnt matter if im the GL... as long i can help my fellow mates.. that would be great... =)... GO MELVIN!! HAHAs...
i guess this have taught me something too =)...
i start to think that i should really go all out and do my best in everything..
if not.. i will be letting myself down right???
i guess i have been joking too much during training..
and i should show the other side of me??
well.. whats done is done.. and cannot be changed..
we have to look into the future and grab hold of every opportunity that comes to our path... (show the real side of you so that ppl will understand you)...

Finding it weird that old games are reviving in my class??
hmmm.. runescape??? hahas! and we kept on talking about pokemon?? hahas!...
realise that class can be very fun (well at times)...
and sometimes its plain irritiating...
guess i've been hanging around with the "nerd" group in my class o.O..
but hey.. they are kinda fun to be with =)...
well except for hari... he is plain weird =/... cant understand him...

all right then... that will be all for today! hahas!..
CYA!

wish upon a shooting star
[joshua]

ok.. after going through mid year.. i realise i have to catch up and practice more!..
so i must mug! and if i slack pls hit me.. i will accept it!
havent been feeling well for the pass for days.. but still my dad wants me to attend school.. even though there wasnt any papers...
haiz.. slpt for the first three lessons today.. GUILTY! and kinda slacked the day off... even when i want to copy down the equations on the board.. my body tells me to not move.. haiz... but luckily i manage to move ^^..
and after school i had to do lenses spa test T.T..
even though i didnt feel like it.. but still i went for it..
hmm darren and i did the lenses spa together... haha.. it was kinda fun ^^..
and after that went home.. and i saw leonard on the way out of school!!
so we went home together.. and after buying lunch.. he came over to my house to take back his x box controller.. haha.. sry for taking so long to return it to u XD...
a few min later i had tuition.. and i almost fainted.. why? cause i had a terrible headache!.. and i couldnt ta han... zzzz...

training tomorrow..! cant wait for school to end.. so that i can run!.. YES..
hahas.. hopefully there will be soccer this week ...

feel so sad that my parents will not be attending parents' day service..=(.. mummy got work T.T... WHY!!! sob sob..
the weather have been very weird lately.. so everyone please look after yourself!!..
cause im sick! (i got the bug)... hahas..
and those STILL HAVING EXAMS GOOD LUCK AND JIA YOU!..

Note: Early Bird Registration for camp is next saturday 19/5/07..
therefore please remember to SAVE money..
DONT WATCH ZHI ZHU REN SAN le! and SAVE MONEY FOR CHURCH CAMP!
cause it will be 10 times better than that movie!..

*2nd Note: Water Baptism On the 20/5/07! PLEASE SUBMIT YOUR FORMS THIS SATURDAY!..

gaze upon a shooting star
[joshua]

Ok Well.. First thing first... Man U and AC milan match..
Man U Lost 3-0!.. oooomg! of course my prediction came true.. lols.!..
okok..
i feel much better compared to ytd..
though i still feel very awkward.. others will not know how it feels ba..
creepy.. eeek!!!

feeling very guilty today.. that i slept in class for like 3 periods? not being attentive in class?.. ok.. i got to stop using vulgarities man... i dont wanna become another aaron chua ( no offence ) but ya.. hmm but feeling dam pissed off when ppl in my class say that they rather study by themselves then studying in school.. since they claim that they are not learning anything in school..
hmm.. well.. if thats the case.. why dont they just quit school and go study by themselves... they can still apply for 'O' Levels what.. zzz..

hahas.. ok hmm after recess i got dam active... (cause of the slp for the first 3 periods) and went wild? ya.. i hit hari for no reason.. ganged up with norman to disturb that irritating nigel WOOO and insulted him.. and played with Goa Qiang's fats.. wow.. ok.. hahas.. i think i better stop! haha.. oh ya.. not to forget... on the bus.. where i was like hitting norman heehee..! and ya had tuition and did my hw.. wa... and the worst thing that happened today was that i had fever! wow..
how did that come about?? hmmm.. dont ask me.. i dont know.. hahas...!..

okok i jiu xia ting bi.. LOL.. xi wang ni hui zai lai kan wo de BLOG.! hahas.. and of course tag on it.. hahas.!
AND THIS IS TO MY CAREGROUP MATES! SORRY THAT I DIDNT MAKE IT FOR CAREGROUP ON TUESDAY! =P...
CAMP CAMP CAMP CAMP CAMP!

wish upon a shooting star
[Joshua]

Ok.. Whats Happening to me now?
why do i feel like everything im trying to build on is crashing down...
tears in my eyes cant come out at all..
is it anger? fear? stress?
im feeling super !@#$ED up...
help me!

[joshua]