it was the first time i was called satan...
do u know how it feels to be called satan by someone u think u can talk to?
it was because of this word.. it caused me to not slp and instead think..
am i such a bad friend?
am i screwing up people's life when im trying to help them?
zi zhao ma fan.. right!
so maybe i shouldnt try to help anyone le ba..
when i do that.. people can even tell me...
jian si bu jiu...
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO! HUH!

i just pulled my thigh muscles.. BADLY.. and now i gotta see the doctor soon..
everyone in school thinks im acting.. and they want to hit it instead..
its like WTH!
and now i cant run.. and i have to pull out from my sports day events..
WHERES THE COMPETITION THEN!
i wanted to try to win the individual trophy this year.. but i think..
i can kiss that thought GOODBYE!

i sit in the classroom drawing numbers...
and if u try.. u can fuse numbers 381 into the number 8..
everything is coming back to me again...
i dont know whats happening...
everything is sooooooo MESSED UP!

*sev7ven*
[joshua]