Good News:
1) Quan Kai Got Into Queensway! yay! (pls remember to continue study)
2) school is not so boring after all!..
3) i've made new friends!

Bad News:
1) the wierd feeling in me is still there!
2) i've been bitten by many red ants... ouch...
3) my heart feels as though a huge stone crushed on it..
4) i've injured my knee and i cant continue running.. (for now)

Ok... lets see... now that my knee hurts... i cant run.. properly.. my fitness will SUCK.. ok...
WHAT IS MY FREAKING PROBLEM!!!
what is in me that makes my heart ache so much?
homework is gonna be hell... i had to stayed up till 1am to complete my hw...
geography lesson is rather... boring...
im starting to feel emo-ish....!!

somehow.. i feel as though im missing something..
where is that self-confidence that i use to have?
what happened to the forever cheerful joshua?
whats this wierd feeling in me?
whats my problem??
i cant cry anymore!... why?? hmm... I DONT KNOW!!
whats my purpose of writing all this out... hmm... its not to look for someone to pity me..
its just to let out all my emotion... and my feelings...

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all the wants
And all the needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My mind's unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when you're blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends

When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight won't make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Tonight
Insight
When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight...