it was a tough night..
i made my decision when i came to know that you never once loved me...
that u used me as a replacement so that u would forget about her...
that u will never gonna accept me again... the crap about u believing the relationship would be a success... was gone..
i digged into my wallet and took out everything that was related to u...
i kept everything with me to remind myself about u... but i guess its rubbish...
i took out my lighter and burnt everything away..
will i ever regret?.. i guess... no...
the next morning... i was suppose to go to malaysia.. but when i woke up in my father's car..
we were infront of ur house... i thought i was dreaming... but i wasnt...
the hocker centre that u once told me SUCKS was infront of me...
was it a coincidence?... that i've given up my hope being with u... and the next day.. at ur house?
i've erased everything that is links to u...
even ur number... ur image.. ur smile... everything...
everything u've written on... have all been thrown... and i shall not look into the past...
i shall not allow the ghost from the past to haunt me anymore....
i must stand and fight against it..

*evAngel
[joshua]