i realise i've been feeling rather miserable this past few days..
i thought i knew all my problems.. but i guess.. im wrong..
there are somemore problems deep in me that are yet revealed..

my dad in now stopping me from going to church..
what am i suppose to do? sneak out?

for some reason or another... i feel some sorrow within me that cant be released..(tears)

I'm not the kind of guy to fall in love
But baby I've fallen for you
I've fallen like an angel for real
It's the way that you're making me feel
Walking the streets all along
Thinking how much I'm gonna be true
To you

If you held me tonight
That would make things alright
Could you love me
Could you love me
If I held you tonight I would make things alright
Could you trust me
Cause I'm telling you baby

i need to move on!..
i believe that God will help me and give me the strength to perserve...
it may be hard.. but still.. i have to do it!..
if not.. i'll be "trapped" in my ridiculous obsession...

*evAngel
[joshua]