15/10/06

went for service =)...
i did not have the mood to meet for lunch so i met yk and others at prayer meet...
i jumped like siao... must fit into the picture..
cannot be all moody.. jem keith nich and i were all dam high.. jump like siao...
after service.. went to meridien and had the usual kimchi fried rice... XD...
went for central vision after that.. realise jy did not go for service..
reason? double piano lesson.. ok (:
during central vision.. i became very emo... i burst into tears...
had to keep wiping my tears with my shirt...
ok.. made a fool out of myself when daniel said that god wanted our finance... and i shouted HUH!
(i thought he said HE wanted our finance..)
after the whole thing.. dan yk joel desmond and i went to eat at long john... jq ac guys went to ben and jerry's... went there to meet them after our supper...
we sat and talked about zion.. wu shu? 8 packs?... yup and went to the havana shop to check out the stuff...
everyone took the bus... but i refuse to do so...
the train is my main transport le.. if i dont take it.. i will feel very akward...
reached home and played? and slpt..

15/10/06
Today was SOO boring...
i could have slpt till 12? but my mum woke me up when she hit me all of a sudden.. wow..
guess what?.. i continued to slp... i was in a semi-slping state.. and jess had to sms me...
yes i said that if u get bored ur free to sms me.. and i will reply.. but not so early!!!
woke up.. "pei" jess by smsing her... and ate breakfast.. watched cartoons.. and my dad was complaining about watching something educational..
i was like.. i always watch it.. and u will always come into the room and watch something else... leaving me with no choice but to watch cartoons -.-....
anw... ya... jess aunt complained about her smsing too many times.. at the same time.. my dad was complaining about my smsing bill... -.- wow...
went online.. and chat.. went into jy acc by accident!.. sry..
i dont even know how to talk to her le... i tell her not to do somethings.. but still she insist...
im unable to communicate with her... if attention is all she wants... i will have nth to say le..
anw... played.. and jem and yanbo came over to my place... we watched "rocketman" a very retarded show... played audition.. help jem cook and he went off...
he forgotten his shoe bag!... nvm... pass it to him tomorrow...
just cant wait for training to resume!...
was sad.. but i made myself happy again!.. yay...
theres school tomorrow.. DANG!!
but no school for tuesday and wed!... ice skating anyone? hahaha...

every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's a picture tearinin the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply 'You've got to hold it in' this time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me andwant to stay,
if only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won't go cuz I need you

Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and overI wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply 'She'll never let you in' this time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and wannastay,
if only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won't go cuz I need you
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way

And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and wannastay,
if only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won't go cuz I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now

Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah