The Greatest Thing.. You'll Ever Learn.. Is Just To Love.. And Be Love In Returnn...

Love Is Like Oxygen.. Love Is A Many Splendid Thing.. Love Lifts Us Up Where We Belong.. All We Need Is Love..

My gift is my song and this one's for you
And you can tell everybody that this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
Hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

I sat on the roof and I kicked off the moss
Well some of the verses well, they...they got me quite cross
But the sun's been kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see, I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is now you're in the world

ACE CAMP HERE I COME!! hope nothing happens XD...
face all obsticles.. well at least they will distract me and my attention will be focus else where... =)

tell everybody im on my way
new friends and new places to see
with blue skies ahead yes im on my way
and theres no where else that id rather be

tell everybody im on my way
and im loving every step i take
with the sun beating down yes im on my way
and i cant keep this smile off my face
cause theres nothing like seeing eachother again
no matter what the distance between
and the stories that we tell will make you smile
oh it really lifts my heart

so tell them all that im on my way
new friends and new places to see
and to sleep under the stars who could ask for more
with the moon keeping watch over me
not the snow not the rain can change my mind
the sun will come out wait and see
and the feeling of the wind in your face can lift your heart
no theres no where i would rather becuz im on my way now

well and truly
im on my way now
im on my way now
im on my way now
im on my way now

tell every body im on my way
and i just cant wait to be there
with the blue skies ahead yes im on my way
and nothing but good times to share
so tell eveybody im on my way
and i just cant wait to be home
with the sun beating down yes im on my way
and nothing but good times to show
im on my way

YES IM ON MY WAY!!!

Never know i could feel like this
Like i've never seen the sky before
i want to vanish inside your kiss
everyday i love you more and more

listen to my heart, can you hear it sing
telling me to give you everything
seasons may change winter to spring
but i love you until the end of time

come what may
come what may
i will love you
until my dieing day

suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
suddenly my life doesn't seem much a waste
it all revolves around you

and there's no mountain too high
no river too wide
sing out this song
i'll be there by side

storm clouds may gather
and stars may collide
but i love you i love you until the end of time

come what may
come what may
i will love you until my dieing day

oh come what may
come what may....
i will.. love you
i will love you
suddenly the world seem like a perfect place

come what may
come what may
i will love you until my dieing days

Everyone will be able to have a chance in the year of the jubilee..
everyone can start afresh..
in finance.. in relationships.. etc etc...
is it really true?..
paster say that this year is the year of jubilee..
i doubt so.. and if it is true.. well.. i wish that i will be able to start afresh..
and forget about everything.. and just go for my studies..
screw the relationships.. it always ends at the wrong time and my results go poof...

throughout the whole service i've been asking myself questions..hmm.. makes me think
but it affected my mood.. but suddenly i had energy to jump at the back part of service!..
must be the sweets.. XD..
OK! lets go eat!.. AUNTY!!! KIMCHI FRIED RICE!!! hahax..
than go drink store.. and bought drinks.. blah blah.. and ate.. ya..
wa lao.. YAM PIE!! hahax..
dun have le T.T... okok... ate finish.. what! have to look for zachary in orchard! OMG!
argh.. search search... and melvin bought a weird drink from coffee bean.. taste like fried banana..
finally after 1hour? of walk! we found zachary! our prize? $9... wow.. went cold storage and bought drinks...
and i went off to bukit batok... teresa asked me to eat with her friend... and ok lor..
went to kfc.. her friend ar.. wa lao... mute ar???
can PLEASE!!! talk...
silent meal... hahax.. and she will all of a sudden laugh for no reason.. dotz..
dam stupid la... became pissed.. and just went off after the meal...
came back.. played with jinqi and church ppl dota..
wait a min.. before that i played audition =P..
cleo.. can log in wad... why u cannot!... OH YA!! u have to go sign up for something.. go to www.auditionsea.com to look at one of the notice.. there got write what u must do..
ya.. ok.. and oh ya.. after that kiwi webcam me.. -.-..
and ya dam stupid.. teresa wanted to call.. but nv call.. make me wait for no one.. -.-
and played dota with ah jiang and his sister and sis bf.. ya.. and ya.. can trash de..
but ah jiang.. be more alert of who is behind u... so easy get backstabbed..
dotz... -.-... ya.. and played silent hill with ah jiang and his sis bf... but got dc...dam..
connection low le -.-... okok.. GO SLP!
and early in the morning jessie call me.. wake me up! wth.. i slpt dam late excuse me!...

YES!!! I GOT THE DAM TRACK SUIT LE!! eh.. surprise surprise... i got the what? **** colours award.. school de... funny... argh... want to ponn training!! go for that peter pan and azlan from narnia talk la... ( lol is the world no1 and no12 players for squach) ya.. a QNA with them.. ya.. they want to BOOOOOOST our cca... and blah blah.. thus all sportmen had to attend.. joshua wong!! STOP GAYING!! eh eh.. no touching... ( i have a question to ask both of u.. ya.. u gay?)
lolx.. shoben go and ask wad.. what are urplans after retiring... and a stupid sec 3 dude went to ask some stupid question and his body language was dam bad... and the teachers were dam pissed with him... ya.. go for training!... stupid joshua samuel and eugene ponn training again -.-..
go what gym!... anw.. did 3.5k again!... sian na! and what we are going to keep doing this for the next 3 weeks or so? omg.. yes train our cardio but not keep doing the same things right! something new pls! like hello??? YES RAIN DOWN!!! MY HEART IS DRY AND STILL IM (SHUT UP LA) oh ok.. stretching! no relay! yipee!!! tired liao!!! lalalala.. omg.. the rain is still poaring! omg is that kwang ming!~ YES!! omg cool cool.. chat a little ya.. and rain under the rain back and forth... brandon dad brought me back.. ya thx uncle.. yup.. and track suit! yipee!! miss 212 ! sob sob! lets go out! no gym -.-.. gay ass..

my feelings are a mess.. it screwed up my results and i did badly..
things im not suppose to do badly turn out very bad..
i cant continue this.. i must get things right...
i dun want to continue screwing myself..
i feel bad enough when ppl compares their results...
i may look happy outside.. but im crying in the inside..

i may be high and active.. but im lost...

oh yay.. i forgotten what happened on sunday.. wow..
i think my memory is getting bad to worst.. for duno what reason?..
all i remember was that i played audition.. and was quarreling with someone about the psi value..
and someone said that only talk busniess with someone if the psi value was below 70...
and met someone named KIWI in audition..
ns to meet u durian.. hahax..
cleo my audition partner!
23/10/06
AH HA!!! psi value below 70!!! jacko!!.. huh? and why are you feeling upset???
anyone who needs a listening ear can come look for me!
tsktsk.. dont want to talk to somebody la...
morning ask weird questions... than dun want to talk to me.. ok lor..
blame me la.. my fault la..
ALL RIGHT TRAINING RESUMES!~!
muahahaha!!! ran 3.5k baby!!! and not even tired!!!
WA!!! hahaha and ran in the rain thus everyone was soaked...
no wonder not tired... WHO WANT TO RUN ANOTHER 3.5k!!! I DO!!!
hahax XD...
hello? cleo ar? PLAY AUDITION!!!
eh KC PLAY WITH ME!! wtheck! im playing dam badly..!!! nvm... win kc can le..
hello? hello? what no money le? okok... call u...
huh? what? ok ba.. i also want to slp.. huh.. okok.. bb.. lol

24/10/06
wake up... huh who put $50 on my table? nvm got money liao...
wa sian!! cleo sure outside cannot play audi... HUH BOWLING?? wth.. nvm..
kc!! why must go cemetry?? haiz... edmund answer the blooody phone!!
JARROLD DONT GO OUT!! NO!!
haiz... rot.. should i buy A-cash for audi.. na waste my money...
eh AH JIANG GO OUT WITH ME! YAY!!
go lot 1 erm.. can i have mc spicy meal upsize take away.. ah jiang go whose place to eat?.. okok
*scissors paper stone* i win! my place than -.-...
munch munch... forget it.. go ur place... wa... dun wan watch naruto la.. eh play ps.. winning eleven..
GOAL!! muahahah... shyt i lost!... nvm!
eh play dota! muahahha stupid!! argh!! worst dota match in my life -.-"...
eh another soccer game? ok... play play.. play bball ba.. okok.. eh what time le? HUH 9+++!! SHYT...
nvm go 24hr kopitiam eat hokkian mee ba...
wa so packed.. ta bau eat at void deck.. talk talk talk...
dad call le.. guess i need to go home.. ok bb!... help me dl naruto! thx!!! =)

my "love" for u is weak.. while my "love" for you* is strong..
someone messed up my mind..
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feel so crapped.. tomorrow is going to be the last day as 212/2006...
gonna miss all.. well.. some.. ok.. maybe a few... shhhh....
daniel ns haircut hahax!...
joshua wong u gay! stop molesting ievan! OI STOP HUMPING HIM!!
samuel stop ponning training la.. idiot.. everytime act as though i nv tell him got training..
trackers unite!!! WE MUST WIN NEXT YEAR! ARRRRR!!
CLEO PLAY AUDITION!! (=!!! XD...
kc u dont look bald damnit.. daniel looks bald.. HAHA...
john.. dont think u very cool la.. show what attitude to me.. i asked for ur passport.. and u go play with your hair... no one likes ur hair la...
aaron... love ya! best friends foreva!... and oh ya.. BABU BABU! lol.. DIE
edmund.. stop with ur muscles.. they will sagg...
elton.. dont be anti-social la... come out to the light!
arthur.. stop wanking! lol jkjk.. i know u "dont".. hahax..
shawn.. lol stupid questions... loy always gay u...
loy... u gay...
azriel.. stop being blurr!! STOP JACKING YOURSELF!! WAD OTHER PPL DONT HAVE!!
kenneth.. bowling!... haha..
gabriel.. your ok... just stop trying to catch my attention.. its irritating..
ian stop being an ass..
ievan.. RUN JOSHUA IS COMING FOR U!!!
jeremy.. hope that u will be fine!
kevin.. the red goat.. baaaaaa...
samuel koh.. see u around?...
jing fong.. lol u joker!... gg!
leonard.. lol.. erm.. u very weird.. lol..
wen cong.. help me to dettach myself from reality... how ar?
alex... best pals foreva!... love to be with u! no secrets ya?
wilfred.. love being friends with u.. can be a joker.. well at times....
others... well.. love ya? i guess... duno la.. haha...

i forgotten what happened on the 19th.. but i remember what happened on 20th!
20/10/06
WHAT??? there was track training??? oh.. canceled.. haze.. haiz.. WHAT! meeting!okok..
HUH!! STAY BACK WANT TO TALK TO US!...
WAAAA.... okok.. after that went home.. and blah blah blah
went for floorball... wahahaha.. who hit wei jang face get $20!!! keith was like aiming.. keep missing...
hahax.. and guess who hit wei jang!.. NOT ME.. NOR ANY SJI BOY.. ITS WAS HUI WEI!! HAHAHA
she used the stick and just hit jang face! haha... than keith saw jang sitting on the floor than smack the ball at jang face.. OUCH >.<...
not only that.. KEITH!!! U DONT HOW TO HIT MY HEAD RIGHT!!!
he went to reach for the ball.. than l8r used the stick and whack my head!! ARGH!!!
AND CLARA KOH!! HIT MY WRIST!!! ARGH!!! than dan keep saying i was acting!~...
I WASNT!! ITS STILL PAIN OK!!!
than l8r they said that i "dived"... CAUSE MY WRIST PAIN THAN I JUST DROP THE STICK AND FALL DOWN..
HUI WEI IS DAM ROUGH!! SHE JUST BANG INTO EVERYBODY!! and clara keep HITTING MY LEG!! AIM THE BALL!!! NOT MY LEG!!!
NICHOLAS!! STOP LIFTING UR STICK SOOO DAM HIGH!!! omg...
i was so scared that i had to shoot from far... !!!
haha.. went to eat after floorball.. UNCLE MEE POK!! haha..
than i bought 2 sugar cane.. and the others especially joel keep buying...
the uncle keep walking back and forth.. wa.. can see the smile on his face... cause we keep buying haha!!
than we went off and went to 7-11... CLARA KEEP KICKING MY BLOODY LEG!! SHE ALSO WENT ABOUT KICKING OTHERS!
haha.. clara cant do the mouth click thing... HAHA!!! and whack me -.-...
OK! after that.. yk was like i want to take bus home.. and clara was like NO! TAKE MRT!! yk gave in and said mrt.. AND CLARA DID A STUPID DANCE!!
introducing the latest and hippest dance in town... THE MRT DANCE!
STARRING: CLARA KOH!
HAHAHAHA!! SHE WAS JACKING HERSELF THE WHOLE TIME!! HAHAHAHA

21/10/06
OMG!! i have no money!! PAPA!!! come back give me money pls XD
ok.. he rushed home.. but it was 0130pm le!!! omg.. late!!
so he passed me money and rushed off took taxi!! and went for service... wa piang..
i actually did not want to come le cause very late.. but than.. my dad made it back home on time so.. ya.. BLESSING!!!
ya.. central now sits at the right.. and i feel that its hotter there -.-... ok dont wear long sleeve le..
and after that we went to meridian for dinner... ya.. and since i was incharge of quan kai.. i must be responsible.. SHEPHERD IS TRAINING!! THX THX!
he did not have money.. so treat him lor... WA pIANG WENT TO BUY 2 FISH AND CHIPS! my $10 fly away le.. drank 3 drink.. guess what is the drink.. okok.. after that we went gather around.. why? KEITH NICH AND QUAN KAI WAS BEING HOLY BAPTISTED!! CONGRATZ!!!
huh? keith need to go home? FASTER!! l8r everyone baptisted accept him... lol...
ok baptisted yay!! CLAP CLAP!! CONGRAT KEITH NICH AND QUAN KAI!!!..
lol keith waited for a very long time le.. haha!!! OK!!
went for lan.. ya.. before that we went to meridian and looked for the ac guys who were playing pool!... ok meet them later and so we raced with the NS guys to cyberdome.. WHY?? cause the first to reach there will get to play!... haha... and we reached there first! mauahhaha... okok.. oh ya.. before that me and joel went to old chang kee and i manage to buy the LAST YAM PIE~!! muahahah... i did not want to kill "noobs" cause i feel that im bullying.. in the end... I DIE!.. MY LVL SO LOW!! wa.. cannot do good le.. must go keep them... no choice... HAHA..
okok.. after that went to buy roti prata!... muahaha.. i told the uncle i wanted prata egg and he get me prata plain.. DIAO.. lucky the uncle say nvm.. ok went to ps after that!... and bought honey lemon... muahaha.. ns! and went to buy some "cheap food" and i bought 9 shusi!! and i ate them all later when i got home =)..!!!
muahaha ya... and on the way back home with jin qi.. i had to explain to her the difference between cs and halo... and why halo is easier to play.. CAUSE ITS NOT AS REALISTIC AS CS!
u hold onto a machine gun and keep holding on the trigger.. and bullet will fly about!! while for halo.. the bullet will always go STRAIGHT!!... its the way they program it.. in real life.. the bullet will fly about like crazy...
reached home.. played with cleo audition!.. muahah and played O2jam with her... haha and i was waiting for jin qi to finish dling.. audi.. and she only finished it like what time? 3-4 am? HAHA so lan ar the connection? haha...
muahaha... talked to cleo and ya.. just talked get to know one another.. hahax.. she kinda deaf.. keep asking huh what?... lol... okok.. type more about 22/10 tomorrow!! muahahaha

Yay.. My Fever Went Down! and i can go for caregroup!
BLESSING!!

had tuition this morning.. was half awake..
had to visit the toilet many times..
no.. not what u think im doing...
i went to wash my face...
i was freaking hungry! roti prata!! lazy to go buy -.-"

after tuition.. i was walking around my house thinking of you
friend called me.. wanted me to lend him my portable hard drive...
and was like.. what for?... dota.. !!! what happen to your disk?
spoil le... ok... i lend u.. just dun spoil it... -.-...
so had to bath and went over to his place till it was 3.30?
went for cg.. omg! i forgotten about my lunch.. nvm..
during praise.. the song was ns..
so ns that i guess i cried... played some funny/stupid games.. but yet still fun =)..
during the end of the cg.. when everyone were in the room.. i just walked out..
wanted to be alone... at least for awhile.. went for dinner with melvin and yk..
ate at mac.. yippee.. finally! I GET TO EAT!!!
UNCLE!!! I WANT MCSPICY MEAL UPSIZE LARGE COKE GG!!!
after grace... BWAH!~! MUNCH MUNCH MUNCH!!! MUAHAHAHAH
satisfied... muahahaha... i decided to go home.. while yk and melvin wanted to walk around.. they sent me off.. i was thinking about u throughout the whole trip
i waited for ur messages the whole day...
i tossed and turned throughout the night thinking about u...

You have so many relationships in this life
Only one or two will last
You're going through all this pain and strife
Then you turn your back and they're gone so fast
And they're gone so fast

So hold on the ones who really care
In the end they'll be the only ones there
When you get old and start losing your hair
Can you tell me who will still care
Can you tell me who will still care

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

In an mmm bop, they're gone
Plant a seed, plant a flower, plant a rose
You can plant any one of those
Keep planting to find out which one grows
It's a secret no one knows
It's a secret no one knows
No one knows

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

In an mmm bop they're gone.
In an mmm bop they're not there.
In an mmm bop they're gone.
In an mmm bop they're not there.
Until you lose your hair. But you don't care.

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

Can you tell me? Night came but you don't know.
Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know.
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me if it's going to be a daisy or a rose?
Can you tell me which flower's going to grow?
Can you tell me? You say you can but you don't know.

You say you can but you don't know.
You don't know
You don't know

Mmm bop
Ba du bop
Ba du bop
Ba du

Mmm bop
Ba du bop
Ba du bop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, ba duba dop
Ba du

Mmm bop, ba duba dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du bop, Ba du dop
Ba du

Fell ill today.. had a bad flu and headache.. together with a slight fever...
went opposite and bought pork mince and wanted to cook porridge..
left it and fell aslp.. my porridge became "chao da"
was too lazy to cook and went to sleep...
though i was woken up.. i still talked...
i cooked instant noodles and ate..
played vamparism... and now typing this..
chinese tuition tomorrow -.-...
hope that everyone will stay healthy..

everytime i listen to you
everytime i give into you
i always bully u?..how?
i do not express my feelings at all..
u hang up on me all the time..
do i complain about it?.. did u know how i felt?
i promised to not be angry with u... and im not..
do u listen to what i say?..
yes.. i do still like her.. but not everything is about her..

i have this feeling of happiness in me..
i have this feeling of sorrow deep within me..

Todays haze is FREAKING irritating..
woke up in the morning.. realising that im having a flu..
Oh great.. went for school..
was almost late.. but still.. i arrived..
i looked up and said.. I CAN SEE THE CLEAR BLUE SKY!
and looked as the prefect was having stage fright...
opened class door... and everyone was soo noisy..
went to the PAC for the talk.. and Ace camp talk..
the talk was crappy?...
I have decided! if i go triple science! i talk elec geog!
if i take double hum i will take full geog and elec lit!
history is history...
during the ace camp talk.. teacher checked if the boys have hand up the "things"
and called out for the cca reps... and keith shouted Done!
i was like waa... dont want to talk la.. than i just nod my head when he called my class..
did not eat much during recess.. and went for sec farewell...
nananana nananana HEY HEY HEY good bye~~
i was like HUH! what a GREAT song to sing...
samuel koh was so gay singing out the school songs like siao...
blah blah blah..
sec 4 FINTAN won! YAHOOOO!!!
Go Fintan.. Go Fintan!
just hope that sec 2 Fintan also win XD...
went back to class... and was havok... everyone was walking around...
maths teacher asked if we wanted to go through the paper and we were like NO!!!
so she went for her break while the class coms "looked after" the class... and everyone went off on 1.20...
took taxi to samuel lye house... we were going to gym.. along with edmund and joshua wong...
joshua wong is a dam gay pervertic ass!...
in the taxi he dare to just FART out loud.. edmund and i who were sitting next to him bashed him up...
EVERYONE Joshua Wong Is A PERVERT!
when we reached... we played soccer... i was playing bball.. the ball sucked... thus i decided to join edmund and joshua and played soccer against samuel.. his bro and his friend.. ya.. if i didnt tell joshua wong to tend the goalpost... the score would have been 5-0... stupid joshua wong... duno how to play soccer issit?... let in 2 goals!... still we won... no thx to joshua wong...
went to take a break at samuel's place... and rest.. provoke one another... and samuel was busy stealing his brother's ICE CREAM!... hahax... and off we went to the gym... could do weights.. injured my wrist during floorball..
so i only trained my legs... ya.. after that we went to eat at subway... and went back home...
my mum cooked porridge and it was NICE! very NICE!
and went off to watch "Rob-B-Hood" with my folks..
and the baby was sooo cute..
ya did cried a little.. kinda touching... ya... but its ns.. so GO WATCH IT!

Car crashes deeply shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People running (running)
Fantasy or reality
Analysis and theories
What does it matter really

Chorus :
Tell me what to believe
Won't you bring me yonder
Tell me what to achieve
Baby, so I can move over
Tell me what to believe
Car crashes deeply shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People run, run

Credit cards, a placid distress
Go live your life on the internet
That's what this is
Conspiracies and mysteries
Science fiction make believe
My guy's misery

[Chorus] x 2

Car crashes deeply shows
A drunkard on the side of the road
People running (running)
(All these car crashes in my head)
Fabtasy or reality
Analysis and theories
(All these car crashes)
What does it matter really
(All these car crashes)

[Chorus] x 2

15/10/06

went for service =)...
i did not have the mood to meet for lunch so i met yk and others at prayer meet...
i jumped like siao... must fit into the picture..
cannot be all moody.. jem keith nich and i were all dam high.. jump like siao...
after service.. went to meridien and had the usual kimchi fried rice... XD...
went for central vision after that.. realise jy did not go for service..
reason? double piano lesson.. ok (:
during central vision.. i became very emo... i burst into tears...
had to keep wiping my tears with my shirt...
ok.. made a fool out of myself when daniel said that god wanted our finance... and i shouted HUH!
(i thought he said HE wanted our finance..)
after the whole thing.. dan yk joel desmond and i went to eat at long john... jq ac guys went to ben and jerry's... went there to meet them after our supper...
we sat and talked about zion.. wu shu? 8 packs?... yup and went to the havana shop to check out the stuff...
everyone took the bus... but i refuse to do so...
the train is my main transport le.. if i dont take it.. i will feel very akward...
reached home and played? and slpt..

15/10/06
Today was SOO boring...
i could have slpt till 12? but my mum woke me up when she hit me all of a sudden.. wow..
guess what?.. i continued to slp... i was in a semi-slping state.. and jess had to sms me...
yes i said that if u get bored ur free to sms me.. and i will reply.. but not so early!!!
woke up.. "pei" jess by smsing her... and ate breakfast.. watched cartoons.. and my dad was complaining about watching something educational..
i was like.. i always watch it.. and u will always come into the room and watch something else... leaving me with no choice but to watch cartoons -.-....
anw... ya... jess aunt complained about her smsing too many times.. at the same time.. my dad was complaining about my smsing bill... -.- wow...
went online.. and chat.. went into jy acc by accident!.. sry..
i dont even know how to talk to her le... i tell her not to do somethings.. but still she insist...
im unable to communicate with her... if attention is all she wants... i will have nth to say le..
anw... played.. and jem and yanbo came over to my place... we watched "rocketman" a very retarded show... played audition.. help jem cook and he went off...
he forgotten his shoe bag!... nvm... pass it to him tomorrow...
just cant wait for training to resume!...
was sad.. but i made myself happy again!.. yay...
theres school tomorrow.. DANG!!
but no school for tuesday and wed!... ice skating anyone? hahaha...

every single time I see you I start to feel this way
It makes me wonder if I am ever gonna feel this way again.
There's a picture tearinin the back of my head
I see it over and over
I wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply 'You've got to hold it in' this time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me andwant to stay,
if only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won't go cuz I need you

Sit here waiting, wondering, hoping that I'll make this right
Cuz all I think about is your hands, your face and all these lonely nights
There's a feeling screaming in the back of my head
Saying it over and overI wanna hold you and love you
In my arms and then
I wanna need you
cuz I need to be with you till the end
Then I hear myself reply 'She'll never let you in' this time tonight

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and wannastay,
if only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won't go cuz I need you
I wanna hear you say it'll always be this way

And we'll be hand in hand for everynight and everyday
I wanna scream and shout cuz rules are never doubt
And all I care about is you and me and us and now

If only I had the guts to feel this way,
if only you'd look at me and wannastay,
if only I could take you in my arms and say,
I won't go cuz I need you
Please don't go cause I need you now

Yeah. Cuz I need you
If only, yeah cuz I need you now
If only cuz I need you, I need you
If only , cuz I need you
If only cuz I need you
If only, yeah, if only...I need you now....yeah

havent been blogging...
just dont want to...
but who cares?

dont wanna talk about my exams... but ya.. its ok..

11/10/2006 and 12/10/06
after my exams.. went for com study test... crap.. -.-"...
was suppose to join ed and others for gym... but decided not to..
went home to slp instead... they woke me up to ensure that i was able to leave and meet them at marina square...
gab called and said that i was not able to slp over as his mum only allows 5 ppl.. so i decided to crash over at azriel's place... we went for bowling... and watched "stay alive".... it was suppose to be scary.. but i was frightened at all... instead... i made up a "scary movie 5" out of it...
after movie.. eugene and kenneth were afraid.. and some others.. so we were teasing them..
eugene kenneth loy aaron samuel and i slp at azriel place... well.. be4 that.. we went for lan instead.. and played for 2 hours?... kept winning in dota.. but dont really bother... decided to play with kc and azriel (shifu) cs... ya...i practically trashed them... jess called me.. and wanted to put down because she thought i was busy... but i was just playing for fun.. and still kept on winning... but once in awhile distracted... kept on shouting to my friends... ya..
we went to kambangan... and waited for azriel outside his house... he went up with kenneth to his house to get his flu medicine.. cause kenneth was afraid.. i was still on the phone.. eugene became high.. and kept on talking to jess.. who was tramatised instead... when we got into the house.. ya.. played ps2.. and put down the phone.. 1 cause she have school and i wanted her to slp... 2 my phone's batt was going to be flat... 3 i wanted to play naruto... eugene being gay... he came up to me and molested me -.-.... and acted dam gay when he lyed on me... got up and went out -.-... but after that.. he was ok...
played throughout the night... and slp for 3 hours... woke up and played again.. after that we ate cup noodles for breakfast because azriel's lunch will be served at 2... and that was long... tried to played lan but couldnt as we were below 16... and... it was school hours... blame us because we did not have any school -.-"... our plan was to go to east coast.. but na... some were wearing jeans!... went to irc and played instead... ya.. had "fun"... and went home... went online once in awhile.. and waited for my dinner.. dinner came at 8+++ .. i took my porridge.. put it on the table.. and went to slp... slpt at 830?... and woke up at... 9.30.. am... 13 hours of slp.. wow..

13/10/06

wow... 13 hours of slp was great.. i still wanted to slp..
Jess called again... ya.. talked for awhile.. went to bath and went off... to the new cathay.. to watch "silk" with cg...
the bus driver was taking his own sweet time...
i arrived late.. 10mins late.. was dam cold...
when i sat down.. they were speaking chinese... i was like WHO CHOSE CHINESE MOVIE!
and they changed language.. korean.. WOW!!! EVEN BETTER!
anw.. the horror movie turned out to be dam funny instead...
after that we went to long john and ate... after that.. we went off for floorball..
went to change and played.. did not play well.. was dam affected...
my mood was dam bad.. did not want anyone to bother me..
and sat at the back... i anyhow whack the ball when i got it... decided to wait for the ball to come to me instead...
i hit the last ball out and had to use the spoiled one.. (sry)... luckily rapheal retrieved it... yay...
played.. ya... went for supper after that.. ate desert.. did not have the mood to eat at all... went because jem wanted to eat.. and he wanted to go home with me.. if i go home... means he cannot eat and instead will feel hungry?... so i just went.. ya.. now i dont really want to do anything.. did not even want to meet for lunch tomorrow... haiz...

THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN ME AND JESS!

ok.. today wasnt sooo hazy... yay!.. but still got flu... booooo...
went to school with the team singapore track suit.. why?... because all my other jackets/windbreakers are being washed T.T....
cant wait for post-exams activities..!... yes...
shopping... slping.. shopping... slping... playing... playing... playing... and more slping...
OH YA!!! excercising!...

*LOOKING FOR PEOPLE WHO IS WILLING TO PUT IN THE EFFORT TO TRAIN/EXCERCISE!

once the haze fades away.. off i go!... i must win 2nd next year!... and if i lose because of the sec 4... nvm.. at least do my best.. MUST GET TOP 8!...
okok... todays paper was kinda.... ok?...
the bio test paper was kinda okok... lucky i got read up on the aveoli.... muahaha... at least know how to draw!... that question 8 MARKS LEH!!!
wa... and we just realised that our bio teacher who doesnt teach well... gave alot of clues to which topic is coming out.. its just that we were not listening... omg...
maths was "hard"... i think can at least get A2.... If got careless mistakes.... if not A1....
to not get to co*ky yet....

hmmm... after school... went to lot 1 with samuel and leonard.. ate at mac... while on the bus... stupid samuel keep staring at leonard's ba**s.... WTH?....*cause leonard is dam sensitive when someone looks at his ba**s*... hahax..

reached mac.. dam pathetic... leonard dare to ask me.. WHAT IS THE CHEAPEST MEAL HERE??... do i look like i know?... so i just gave him a random answer... HAPPY MEAL GET FREE TOY ALSO =P.... in the end.. he only bought one small small... coke.. wa.. im the only one eating.. cause... samuel bought milkshake... we were over there snapping straws.. haha... wasting the straws... leonard keeps on taking my fries.. thus i decided to just give him my fries... ate 3/4 of the mcspicy burger and decided not to eat...

samuel is dam idiotic.. he goes around calling ppl NSK!...(neighbourhood school kid)... wth? than there was a group of bpgh boys walk pass us and talked to their friends... the way he was speaking was dam funny.. and samuel kept on repeating nsk nsk nsk... wth....

went home.. lets see... rot at home... and had chinese tuition from 7-9... hmmm... thats late...
keep doing zong he tian kong... do until i dam sian... anyhow fill in the blanks... and still can get correct... wow... okok... =)

just 2 more days! chinese does not worry me!... its the physics... it is a killer.. oh ya... is mr lai's birthday tomorrow?... hmmm... better go check properly... =)....

lol... to my nemesis... i talk bad behind ppl's back?... since when?... erm dun know who are you ar.. i normally just say it to the person's face... why waste my saliva.. ive done that many times le... and if u still insists that i have been talking bad behind someone... than pls... tell me.. WHO HAVE I BEEN INSULTING BEHIND HIS/HER BACK?

說不上為什麼　我變得很主動
shuo bu shang wei shen me wo bian de hen zhu dong
若愛上一個人　什麼都會值得去做
ruo ai shang yi ge ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
我想大聲宣佈　對妳依依不捨
wo xiang da sheng xuan bu dui ni yi yi bu she
連隔壁鄰居都猜到我現在的感受
lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai de gan shou

河邊的風　在吹著頭髮飄動
he bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong
牽著妳的手　一陣莫名感動
qian zhe ni de shou yi zhen mo ming gan dong
我想帶妳　回我的外婆家
wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
一起看著日落　一直到我們都睡著
yi qi kan zhe ri luo yi zhe dao wo men dou shui zhao

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
愛能不能夠永遠單純沒有悲哀
ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
我　想帶妳騎單車
wo xiang dai ni qi dan che
我　想和妳看棒球
wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
想這樣沒擔憂　唱著歌　一直走
xiang zhe yang mei dan you chang zhe ge yi zhi zou

我想就這樣牽著妳的手不放開
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
愛可不可以簡簡單單沒有傷害
ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
妳　靠著我的肩膀
ni kao zhe wo the jian bang
妳　在我胸口睡著
ni kao wo xiong kou shui zhao
像這樣的生活　我愛妳　妳愛我
xiang zhe yang de sheng huo wo ai ni ni ai wo

想　簡　簡　單　單　愛
xiang~~ jian!jian!dan!dan!ai!~~
想　簡　簡　單　單　愛
xiang~~ jian!jian!dan!dan!ai!~~

why are there memories?...
must some of them be soo painful?
hmmm...

7/10/06
the tutor postpone the tuition to tomorrow... yay?...decided to go church... why?...
cause i was like.. ok.. lets call someone.. if that someone answers.. i go church.. if not.. nah...
and that someone answered.. so i went...
went to church.. look around.. and was kinda relieve.. as its been a week? that i nv see...
and i did not want to feel sad at all.. thus.. ya.. i jumped.. clapped.. and prayed.. ya...
went to meridien foodcourt.. and jem went off.. dam... joel wanted to play lan.. and i did not want to go... but since they did not have enough ppl.. ok ba.. was in a good mood... treated jing qi yami yogurt.. and she bought almond.. YUCK!!! and while walking back.. i felt sad again.. i saw... and i was upset and all... ya... as i thought i was kinda prepared... but guess im not... decided to go home instead... while walking back.. saw a group infront... did not really bothered.. but until one figure turned.. and i realise it was... group... and i know that ............................... there... dun like me.. so..i wanted to walk one round.. to avoid them.. but.. i just walk pass them and rushed off.. and some feelings im not going to say... blah blah blah... reached home... nooo mood.. went to slp... and woke up... dinner.. and talked to jy... realised somethings... ya...

8/10/06
went to study at tiong... yada yada... bought chocolate.. and more chocolate... and was hyperactive.. but i cooled down... once in awhile... my heart beats for you

asked master nicholas about bio... hahaz... and studied.. but i cant help to......
haiz.... and my sis bf came passing me my sis bag.. got to bring it home.. ya.. i had to go home for dinner... hmmm... instead of going home first. i decided to pei yk and ppl to foodcourt.. and waited for them.. and we went off... jem had to wait for his mum... yk was with him... keith and nich went home le... mrt.. and i was waiting for mine.. and i was dam.. DAM... sad... but... ya.. not going into detail... shhhhhh.....



Do not go to church just because of friends....
Do not go to church because you are forced to...
Go to church because YOU want to praise the lord...
Go because You want to be with the lord...
Do not be distracted by other things...
Put them aside... (:-) >


I open my eyes I see your face
I cannot hide I can't erase
The way you make me feel inside
You complete me girl, that's why
Something about you makes me feel
Baby my heart wants to reveal
I'm down on my knees, I'm asking you
So these three words I wanna hear from you

Chorus:
Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, so these three words I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And someday start a family with you
Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, baby I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And someday start a family with you

Oh yes I will

This is no ordinary love
And I can never have enough
Of all the things you've given to me
My heart , my soul , my everything
Every night I thank you lord(I thank you lord)
For giving me the strenght to love her more
And more each day I promise her
As long as I hear those three words

Chorus:
Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, so these three words I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And someday start a family with you
Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, baby I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And someday start a family with you

Bridge:
I stand beside you, in everything you do
Wherever you go, whatever you do
Baby I'll be there (oh baby I will be there)
As God as my witness
I will carry this through
Till death do us part, I promise to you

Chorus:
Yes I will, take your hand and walk with you
Yes I will, Baby baby yes I promise to
Yes I will, give you everything you need
And start a family with you, baby
Yes I will
Yes I will
Yes I will, I promise you
Everything's gonna be all right
It's gonna be all right
I will

Have not been blogging lately.. no mood.. and lazy =p...
its not like anyone comes to my blog a really read...
ok... have been having papers... some i think is gonna be a screw up.. some is gonna be ok...
just cant wait for post-exams activities... yes...
sleeping... all the way... lack of slp... haiz...
oh ya... and of course.. eat well!.. have been having painful gastric attacks...
to everyone who comes to my blog... pls eat more vitamins... as the haze can really bring u down.. stay strong!...
and oh ya.. do well for your exams =)...
hmmm.. quarrelled with my sis last night... but everything is back normal...
oh ya.. she owes me $8!... !... my lit test today was abit screwed up la... and i did it in 1 hour and i used the other 1 hour to slp... tooooooo tired... haiz...
have been feeling wierd lately... 50% because of blah blah blah... and the other 50% is church...
hmmm... will i go tomorrow's service?... im not sure... next week?.. yup... central vision.. i guess..
and i have only been tagging... and when i look at my tagboard.. some one typed as my nemesis..
ok.. dont really know who you are... u can insult me... but NEVER insult my PARENTS... if you enjoy insulting me.. why dont u just come infront of me and say it... i dont really care... but dont insult my PARENTS...
ya.. im not really welcomed to church la... some ppl dont like me.. i know that... but instead of saying things behind my back... why not just come and say it to me... need not keep wasting ur saliva...

ok.. ive said that i will go for church camp... so i will...ya...
but still... i may leave... and that will be good news for some ppl and for some ppl it is another oppurtunity to gossip...

I'm sick of being alone, when are you coming home?
Just a glimpse of your face
I can remember smelling your hair, I'll meet your anywhere
Somewhere that no one can retrace
Somewhere where no one will know our faces

[CHORUS]
She has two arms to hold me
Four legs to wrap around me
She's not your typical girlfriend
She's my alien
My alien

She knows when something is wrong, when something doesn't belong
She can read in my mind
And she can be assured that with me, there is no conspiracy
Shes not wasting her time
She can take me to the place that she calls home,
in a spaceship that will someday be my own
Please take me to your leader
Tell her I will surrender
I will surrender

[CHORUS]

My alien [repeat 4x]

[CHORUS (repeat 2x)]

I bought the astranauts cave
Now all I needs a rocket
My love, intergallactic friend
She's my alien

Im changing...
not completely...
and im still waiting...

1/10/2006
look... its childrens' day... and all the children came out to play... with what i duno.. all i know is that its samantha tan's birthday... ya so happy birthday =)... little girl -.-... =p...

Ok!.. woke this morning... felt weird.. and went for studying at tiong.. walked out of the house... and was like... wa lao.. the haze is back.. Nvm... although i did not want to go out.. but still i forced myself to go... why?... muz study... haiz... had a bad flu.. again.. thx ar haze.. took the mass rapid transport.. known as the mrt... called the train... ya.. when i reached jurong.. yk called.. i was like ya?.. where are u?... on the bus? u sure reach there earlier than me?... later got traffic jam how.... huh.. sure no traffic jam?... ok lor... than hang up.. than yk smsed me... telling me that the driver is taking his own sweet time AH HA!... reached tiong... called him... where is he?... still on the bus... stood near the road like a retard waiting for him... ya... tried calling him.. but... his hp no batt... haiz... nvm nvm... went to kopitiam for lunch.. and jem came.. yay... went to bk after that to study... SUPRISINGLY!... the drinks there tasted how they were suppose to taste... wonder what was the occasion... hmmm...
had shepherding.. and we studied! yay... ya studied.. and played... bought the meiji chocolate which had gummy in it.. cool.. and after eating them.. jem and i had a stomach ache.. haiz... must be the chocolate... haiz... ya.. played with the tube... and ya... studied... jem had shepherding.. while i went to slp... too tired... actually im very tired EVERYDAY just that... i dun want to show it... haiz... had dinner... celeste and june went home.. sinyee and joanne was at bk studying.. wanted to eat later.. but since we had already started... haiz... couldnt wait for them... went home with jem.. acted dam retarded.. jem came over my place.. and waited for his mum's call to tell him to go home.. why?... this smart guy lost his keys... in his room... SOME WHERE UNDER THE PILE OF BOOKS... and his looking for it.. after the exam.. haiz... ya.. went online talked to ppl ya..

2/10/2006

went to school... yada yada... i thought to myself... of what jess told me last night... hmmm.. ya.. it helped me.. alot.. put them aside first... God will help me... ya...
im aware of the rumours being passed around... things are being said behind my back.. ya.. duno about what... ya... ok la...some things are just misunderstanding.. and if u ppl like to jump into conclusions about me... than wadeva la... if u dun even know how i feel just just b*t*h off...
especially if u dun know ME...

during geog class.. the teacher was rushing through and had to copy like siao... nvm.. went for guitar class. played the titanic song... and i was told i got 67.5 for my guitar... haiz... and joshua wong who did not do much can get 70... siao... okok.. than during english ya.. tutor talked to us... gave us confidence.. and oh ya... happy birthday to the 8 boys whose birthday lies on october...
went for recess.. and ate alot... hmmm... delicious... did not have lessons for the next to periods.. and we went around having group discussion... poor ievan... was badly abused by our classmates... hahaha.... and he can still laugh about it... maths.. was like ok.. and on to pse... i had to go for survey thingy... and came back listening to the relief teacher speak to us... ok.. ran around the school taking pictures for jq... and duno for wad... ya... wanted to pass up my psl form.. but it was late and i had to rush back for tuition.. so i went off... and i had tuition.. yay.. after tuition.. i relaxed.. adn my sis now complains about wanting to use the com.. to blog.. nvm... but i also blogging... she chao wad chao... than duno why suddenly cry la.. now on the phone with duno who crying... and its not because of me.. because of my mum.. make my sister help her pay $206 for something la.. dam crap... ya.. im gonna let her use the com le.. =)

!THE ENIGMA IS BACK!