Last Night... I watched a show called " the nun " and the show did not make any sense at all... i thought to myself... What A Show... What Time is it.. 0430am.. wow.. hahaha.. bam.. i slept.. i woke up at 7.. and my sis asked.. what time is ur tuition.. and i said 9... and i forgotten it was suppose to be 11.. oops.. i did not bother at first and continued to slp... i was woken up by my sis again and looked at the time its 9!.. and she said.. stupid tutor nv come.. and i just flipped and continue slping and said good lor.. i can slp... soon.. my hp rang.. my tutor smsed me... i will be late so will arrive at 11.30.. i woke up and was like oh ya its 11.. and slpt again.. soon.. there was this irritating sound... DING DONG DING DONG.... Wa... so noisy.. looked at the clock.. omg.. 11.30.. his here.. chiong ar.. go open the door let him in and went to wash my face and brush my teeth... walked out of the toilet and leaped to my parents bed and slpt... for 1 min.. haha... stood up.. rushed to the study room and sat.. maths.. maths.. and more maths.. wa.. sianz... he went to the toilet and i was there.. busy smsing... why? because central c had to have cg dinner today... and because of that.. it means that there will not be many ppl playing floorball.. thus.. there will be soccer.. sian... okok... when the tutor came back.. i was blasting my music on the com and stopped the song... i was frowning.. and stared at him... and he asked.. why the sudden change of expression.. i wanted to say.. this is me.. but.. i didnt i smiled and say.. im playing a fool... -.-"...
i looked at the time... another hour! omg... soooo long!!!... went through english and off he went.. i dragged myself to the computer and blasted the music again... and played... SIAN LA.. after smsing and msning... and gaming.. i got myself ready for floorball.. haiz..sianz... took my knee gut and off i went.. bought newpaper and boarded the train.. read the newspaper and saw someone complaining about sports school winning medals... and that they should not participate in nationals at all.. haha.. u think they care?... haiz... while on the train.. i looked out and glanced at the street soccer court and was like is that joel in acs(i) shirt?... omg... when i went to the court.. i realise that he is really wearing acs(i) shirt... wore my stupid ugly shoe and put on my knee gut and played.. jq was like.. u sure u can play anot.. hellooooo.. i kinda dance with such an injury... and i continued playing.. played played.. cut things short la.. melvin jarvin jem youwei and i was playing against some bukit merah guys.. (soccer) and whenever i stood infront the the opponent and defend.. i realise that my legs were doing dancing moves.. and jq saw me doing it... omg.. twisted m ankle and rested... took me 30min to just recover.. kooll.. and i stopped playing and decide to talk to joanne.. haiz... ok.. blah blah blah... and walked off.. after they played.. we went for dinner.. dinner.. yaya.. blah blah.. and went off.. joel was like upset in some way.. did not ask him.. jq you wei and i boarded the train and he decided to board the next train.. i ran up and down like a retard as i knew that i was gonna show a little of the real me to jq after talking to each other... stayed with you wei till we reached clementi where he left and i ran back to the last carriage and talked to jq.. when we boarded the marina bay train at jurong.. i was kinda revealing myself.. and i did not smile much at all... when we reached bukit batok.. i was kinda going to cry le... but held back my tears and pretending that i was procastinating... when we reached cck.. i just got off and walked home.. when i reach home.. i slacked on the sofa and went to bath.. i stayed in the toilet for a long time and why is that so?... i was drowning myself... shiok... and after that.. i ate a small piece of chicken wing and now... im f*c* e*... and did not really care wad is ppl typing to me..

the cutting may have stopped.. but the cut in me is still bleeding..
happy i may seem... but deep in me.. im still upset...
the injuries i have is minor to me... as the injury within me needs to be healed first..