my father did not bring me to school today.. and why? he gotta play golf... nvm.. at least he woke me up and dropped me at the bus stop... when i boarded the bus i saw eugene and i cant believe that i totally ignored him... went to the back.. took a sit.. and looked out of the window... when i reach school.. aaron came up to me and talked to me... and eugene was behind us.. i was sharing my sweet and eugene gotta take 2.. nvm give in to him... after that.. i bought nasi lemak and ice cool peach... love the sweetness!... muahahaha... anw.. the pe came to us and told us to buy a fruit as it was fruity friday... yay... asked loy help me buy an apple.. and he said that i do not need to pay him... went to the track for assembly.. blah blah.. pe teacher talked about fruits.. and same jokes... kinda funny.. i hurried to the class and open the door.. my chairman than entered and helped me open the windows... i collected the handphones and locked them up.. and went to my sit.. it was dark outside.. i felt tired.. and my lit teacher entered the class.. and gave us a mock quiz which consist of 20 questions.. i skipped 4 questions and did the others.. i looked at the time and hey! i had 20-30min more to do my work.. so i just went to sleep.. when i woke up i passed up my work and next period... maths.. sianz... copied what she was explaining... and the next period was chinese.. yay... something intresting... ya.. it was... we did compo.. argh!.. if we do not complete it.. we gotta stay back during recess to complete... i concentrated on my work while people like edmund was fooling around... i was the first to complete the paper and i walked around the class till it was time for recess.. i was the only one who completed... thus i stood at the class door and waited for someone to pei wo... and my teacher said that wo ying jun xiao sa.. and i was hournored.. and soon jarrold complete his work and we walked to the canteen together.. he had to do prefect duty.. thus i bought my food and ate at the class table.. soon elton came and ate a pao and left to pass the food to leonard.. who was still busy with his compo... shawn came and sat with me and told me that my form tutor was outside our classroom during our chinese period... he was observing our class behaviour.. lucky i was playing a fool.. after recess.. we did another compo.. english... exposition.. wa... i forgotten the leave spacing.. i think its gona be like shyt.. as i did not plan out my work... i think i also repeated my arguement.. anw.. after that.. we had physics.. wa... i was attentive..! yay.. three cheers!... after that.. we had geog.. and i was kinda excited and fasinated with what we were learning... and next was pse... where my teacher grouped us up and we wrote how we feel again people within the group.. all positive comments... and i took it seriously.. when i read what was written about me.. i realise sth.. im a person who helps everyone.. and cheer people up when they are down... even elton.. who was in my group said that i was a person worth to be respected.. though he only say that some of my results are better than his and i do funny actions only.. i was not mad at all.. its not that i was respected by someone i do not communicate much to.. but its that i realise how "big" my role is.. to help everyone and change the mood!.. and the best part was that the night before that.. i manage to consult someone and prevent the person to stop crying... =)... my tutor told us about the holy spirit and that when we think of other people's positive points, we are resurrecting or holy spirit... and i was happy... but in a way i felt sad... i realise that i have not shown my mature side to them at all.. i may be all childish in the outside... but when it comes to help people with their problems... i will help... consulting one another is the least a friend should do... and whenever i help others.. i do not mind sharing my past experiences as i do not want my friends to do what i did before... though such memories does make me cry.. but its worth it.. as im helping someone... anw.. after school... i offered aaron and friends sweets and eugene came and took 5 sweets and just ate it... i was like wth... a**hole.. nvm.. forgive and forget... =)
i went back home for tuition.. and i bought kfc for lunch... yay... i feasted and when the tutor arrive.. i had a tummy ache =(... came out walk in and out in and out and next thing i know.. it was times up... yay...went for floorball and brought samantha along as well.. though she did not do much.. well.. at least she gets to share her problems with my church friends... and they can advice her =)... played floorball.. though i was "on"... i did not score.. as many times i expected... jem injured my hips.. and my knees.. and my knees just recovered and my hips have an old injury... i wore a glove in the end.. for my right hand as it was weak and it was shaking... and after i wore it.. i played hard... and of course.. i disturbed sarah but hitting away her stick.. =P...
it rained.. and after the rain.. we played again.. but before that.. we went for a break( to 7-11) haha...oh ya... during the game.. i slipped and further injured my knees... after the game.. we went for supper and ate.. during the journey to the hawker centre.. i wanted to just fall down as my knee was very weak.. but i stood up strong.. if not i would have just collapsed and roll down into the drain.. anw...drank 2 cups of sugar cane with lemon... shiok... and talked... i was happy.. for awhile.. happy that i was finally able to talk to her.. but ltr on.. i paused and once in awhile.. i may look at her.. haiz.. i was hoping that time will pause now... so that this feeling will not fade away.. but.. soon we had to go.. took the mrt... while samantha took a cab home... when we reached the station.. i topped up my card.. and went up... the stupid lift... nv close.. make me walk up the escalator.. nvm.. the train arrive with a blink of the eye.. i board the train.. and looked at her as the train was moving pass her... and i still had her image stuck in me.. i asked jq questions.. and hoping that she will have the answer for me.. but...no one can predict the future... got off and reached home.. my mum scolded me.. but i ignored her... i felt the sore my my legs and i kneeled down on the floor and bathed... got out and now im having this painful headache.. a sharp pain at the back of the head.. sometimes i just wish that i can just drop down and die.. so that i do not need to suffer from all the pains and problems i have... =)...
(we may think that no one understands you... but they will if you tell them..)

Over and over again - nelly
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah

Cause it’s on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo
I can’t wait to see you
Want to see if you still got that look in your eyes
That one you had for me before we said our goodbyes
And it’s a shame that we got to spend our time
Being mad about the same things
Over and over again
About the same things
Over and over again
Ohh
But I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my headI think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again yeah
And I can’t take it yeah I can’t shake it
Nooo

I remember the day you left
I remember the last breath you took right in front of me
When you said that u would leave
I was too damn stubborn to try to stop you or say anything
But I see clearly now and this chose I made keep playing in my head
Over and over again
Playing my head
Over and over again
Ohh
I think she’s leaving
Ooh man she’s leaving
I don’t know what else to do
(I Can’t go on not loving you)

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo
(Now that I’ve realizes that I’m going down
From all this pain you’ve put me thought
Every time I close my eyes I like it ?
I can’t go on not loving you)
Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can’t keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad, yeah
Cause its on in my head
I think about it over and over again
I replay it over and over again
And I can’t take it I can’t shake it
Nooo

Over and Over again
Over and Over again
Cause it’s all in my head...