THE BELIEVER

Joshua Lee Jiao Hui
15 years old
4th March 1992
Student
SJI
Christian
lee_jiao_hui_jos@hotmail.com
Hope Church Singapore

Likes
Movies
H2o
-BlAcKoRdEr-
Jesus
God
Music
Playing computer
A girl
Sleeping
Running
Watching Animes

Hates
PunkASS friends
Backstabbers
ANYTHING THAT MAKES U LAO

THE MESSAGE BOARD



Music

| keith ;
| jieying ;
| michelle ;
| zachary ;
| samanthaaaa ;
| Neek Leong ;
| sinyee ;
| Jessie ;
| Cleo ;
| Sherryn ;
| EeLynn ;
| Matthew ;
| Wife ;
| Collette ;
| Abigail Tay ;
| Mila(central A) ;
| Sandy(desert) ;
| Nicole ntss ;
| Ren Ting ;
| Amelia ;
| Debbie-audi ;
| Hui er-audi ;
| Jeslyn-audi ;
| Ying Ying ;
| Louisa ;
| Jin qi ;
| centralBONE ;
| CENTRAL ;
| clara ;
| lynnette ;
| teresa ;
| chloe ;
| sherman ;
| Caryn ;
| xiaoqin audi ;
| dawn ;
| kerii-audi ;
| ching hui-audi ;
| Sly ;


THE PAST

August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007

CREDITS

Creative Commons License
This work by Jeremy Teng (hysterically-weird) is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution-Noncommercial-No Derivative Works 3.0 License.

Design & Layout: hysterically-weird
Used Processes in Creation: Adobe Photoshop, IE7, Notepad, MS Photo Editor, Windows Explorer
Used External Resources: 1, 2, 3
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
confusion 4/9... temperory happyness.. down..5/9


Confusion 4/9/2006

YES.. IM CONFUSED
yes.. i was.. church.. to stay commited? i know that...
anw... woke up... looked about.. felt rather happy.. and sang out loud... ooooh.. look at that.. my mum cooked me lunch... wow... sian... when i thought i was able to cook for myself... hey look at that!! my computer!.. sianz.... kick it on.. and... walk away... hahaah... duno why... went to watch tv... and thought to myself... SIAN!!! okok.. went and play gunbound... weeee... that 15min of excitement was sooooooo sian....yes... monday... SO SIAN... duno why.. if only im in school.. at least not that sian... got ppl to talk to... oh ya... i woke up at 12... siao... abit shiok though... haha...
was suppose to have tuition at 4 de... but my tutor got into an accident.. nothing except his car was damaged... wa... sian.. waited for so long than when i call him than he tell me... wa lao.. tell me earlier than i can go my couz house le wad... omg... did some hw.. and played audition... man i missed their music... make me wanna dance... but.. too bad.. hip injury... T.T.... STILL i can sing!
yay... though i still have a little sore throat but.. WHO CARES!!... than sth happened... blah blah blah.. not for anyone to know... than... i went out for bball... and came home... and slack..

5/9/2006

ok... i was suppose to meet yk for study and shepherding... at 2.15... in the morning.. while i was still aslp.. he smsed me.. say make it 1+++ than i was like wa lao and slp again... and another sms was sent to me.. make it 2... i was like WT... and slp again.. woke up.. hey look at the time its 12! go slp again.. woke up WA 1... not bad! go bath.. siao... ok! wore all white.. cool... NO DUN THINK OF HOW U LOOK U MORON!! that was wad i said to myself.. i was about to leave.. but i paused.. i turned.. my sis.. she is sick.. ooooh man.. i cant just leave her at home alone!... omg omg.. yk smsed me and asked where was i.. and he said he just left chinatown.. i was like... wad?? i thought u go school? still got time to go back home.. but nvm la.. so i left.. i called my sis bf hp... and guess wad.. my sis answered the phone.. i was like.. huh.. my sis bf not at home why she answer??? than i realise the pone was deverted to her hp.. told my sis to eat the porridge made by my mum and i will be back between 6-7 so that i will go to the clinic and get a number for her.. she said ok.. and i was relieved... i went off and hurried to holland v.. where i dun even know where it is.. reached buona vista.. and saw yk waiting for me... wa his hair so cool sia... nvm la.. we walked to holland v.. and i was like i hate places like this.. so deserted... and my difination of deserted means.. so little teens.. =p haha.. walk and walk.. hey look at that crystal jade... i thought that crystal jade was a place where u buy jewellery.. but nooo it was crystal jade kitchen.. and next to it was.. crystal jade CAKE.. i was WAD!!! and next to it was crystal jade RAMIAN! siao!!! WTH... nvm!! turned left and there it was bk... the place where i was about to spend my afternoon in.. went in.. walked up and there.. i saw church friends... ahhh... family.... haha... sat down.. walked down.. bought bacon meal.. went up said grace... and ate.. =p... i was craving for CHILLI!! wooooohooo ate chilli and took more.. muahahaha... okok.. after meal.. me and joel was being shepherd by yk! haha.. yay... we did out memorise verse and WE GOT CHOCOLATE!! and joel took away the white chocolate!! not fair.. i had to have the normal chocolate.. ewww... disgusting... became thirsty after eatting.. and jin qi came! woooohooo someone to teach me my maths! YES!! muahahaha went down and bought chicken cheese sticks and a large coke light.. which tasted like a mixture of grape and coke... eww.. still.. i drank it.. did my maths hw.. waaa.. got graph.. do it another day... ok.. did a few questions and listened to jq ipod.. lala.. wow church songs! wooohooo lalalala.. blah blah blah.. and look at the time.. i need to rush home to bring my sis to the doctor.. when i reached home, it was near 7... got a number 309... i looked at the number and it was 304... ok got time.. i called my sis and told her to hurry.. and the lady called me back and told me 307.. i was like WAD.. okok.. normally ppl will take a long time.. but this time.. woah so fast... with a blink of a eye.. it was 306!! i was like.. WHERE ARE YOU SIS!!! and wa.. ding dong ding dong.. wa... FRIGHTEN ME... NOT MY SIS TURN YET!!.. okok.. and there she was.. walking gracefully... ON THE ROAD... wa lao... wait so long le.. okok.. just in time... her turn.. went it.. she looked like a retard to me.. oh ya.. she told me she was going to participate superstar... this saturday.. and told me to accompany her.. than i was like i got service.. wad time is ur superstar thingy.. and she said in the morning.. i said no... caus i know that i will have to wait.. wait and wait.... and next thing u know.. service start... haiz.. so na... and i was like u sick go wad superstar... she said.. thats why come see doctor wad.. i was like orh... i care ar... ok after that we went to buy waffle.. siao... than went to ntuc... bought things.. and alot of packet noodles... ns.. haha.. BOUGHT YAMI YOGURT!! WOOO HOOO.. AUNTIE!! PEACH WITH ALOT OF PEBBLE TOPPINGS!!! muahahahahhaha....
bought a LARGE ONE for my dad.. muahahha.. went home.. wooohooo... use the com.. sian.. i sound happy right.. but when i sat down infront of the com.. i paused.. and looked around.. and i was... alone... unhappy again... empty.. went online.. wanted to play dota.. to keep the emptyness away... and it did.. for awhile.. after the game.. i was depressed.. i thought to myself.. why am i like that.. ever since i knew.. i felt happy again.. happyness that i was unable to find for the pass 2 years! and i found it again.. but i lost it after awhile.. there.. i was.. sitting.. quietly.. in a daze.. i cried... im just down... empty.. deep inside.. i wanted to shout out loud.. just to have someone to understand me.. someone i can hold and someone i can lie on whenever i was down... the happyness i had was just a pass memory which i can easily forget.. but the pain of being empty was still in my head...

I can't believe it, tell me i am dreaming that we are still we.
It was amazing said you were lucky that you found me.

It was on a rainy day that we met, you didn't have a place to go.
As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.

And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.

As we just met so lets go slow but no you just told me to keep you from the cold
Sorry i can't take it, why you fake it, why did we kiss.

And i'm just down, you've left me with a note and without a sound.
I've figured i must stop being such a child. You'll never know how much i've been around.
How my heart just frowns on your down
I'll be your teddy bear, i'll be your cloud, i'll take round and round
And if you don't mind i could be your standing ground
Even if that means i'll drown.

And baby that will be my one last vow


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