My Right Eye Have Been Twitching For The Past Few Days...
some say that something bad is coming my way...
some say that i just need some slp...
some say that i will do badly for my english...
i just hope that i will die...

29/9/2006
the last day of the week... floorball was on... i thought that all i need was a little floorball and i will be happy and cheerful... guess thats not the case... i played badly... i right hand became stiff and cold again... haiz... anw... went for psl meeting today... gave them our sizes for the psl shirt and collected the form for our psl camp... cant wait for the post exam activities... and another question struck me... when will i be going back to hope?.. and i ready?... hmmm...
Edmund is really irritating me... he goes around disturbing people and refuse to listen to the lesson... and start his own private conversation.. during bio class.. at the back of the class... there was about 5-7 people gathering together... slping... that was the slping corner (the back right of the class) and at the left side was the laughing group.. where they make up silly jokes and start laughing... i was at the center... sitting with kevin and kenneth... who was surprisingly not slping... instead of listening to the crap the teacher was saying.. we did our own study on bio... haiz... i think im gonna do badly... someone help me to study T.T... late at night after floorball.. i went home by myself as i did not want to join the others for dinner as i did not have the appetite... having a bad flu... sore throat... blah blah... gonna die soon...
haiz... when i reach lot1.. bought kfc for dinner... 2 piece chicken meal upsize to large mountain dew change the marsh potato to cheese fries take away... haiz... went home.. ate the fries.. one chicken and i did not fill like eating le... haiz... bought a large bottle of 100 plus and drank it all... played auditionsea the whole night with jy and cleo... was having conference... and i switched off the com... was so bored that i went to my room and slpt...

30/9/2006
woke up unwillingly... my tutor was here... when he pressed the doorbell... i was like.. oh.. pls.. let this be a dream.. tooo bad.... opened the door for him and we had tution... helped him make a hotmail acc... lol... and i was like wth.. he is an IT retard?... nvm.. cant blame him if he cant catch up.... after tuition.. i basically rotted at home... did not study much... was very distracted... many thought went in and out of my mind.... and i looked at the time... hm.. should i go for service?... nvm... procrastinated infront of the computer when i know that i was suppose to be revising... instead i went to youtube and searched for mad tv.. and pranks... dotz.. what a waste of time...
after that..i read through my sec 2 tb.. and went to slp... when i woke up it was 7++++.. ate dinner... and read the tb again...
dont know how to express how i feel... though i still think of u.. i keep it to myself...
using songs to express my feelings... every song i listen have a meaning in it...haiz...
decided to go study tomorrow...

westlife- da bop bop baby

My mama said nothing would break me or lead me astray
Who would have guessed I'd let my mind drift so far away
You always said I was a dreamer now it's dead
I'm dreaming of things that's making my mind go crazy
Small things like

When I call you at home and he answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I don't hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night

Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

On a love train
20 odd years now
I got off today
But nobody said the stop that I've taken
Was a stop too late
Now I'm alone I'm thinking of stupid
Hurtful small things like

When I call you at home and he answers the phone
Or I get your machine and I don't hear me
When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head
When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night

Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure

Maybe it's time to say goodbye
Maybe it's time to let this lie
This is when we must set things right
Now that we've gone our separate ways
I just can't live these desperate days
This is what I've been trying to say

Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go
Can't live my life this way
Ooh da bop bop baby please just let me know
And put my mind at ease for sure