21/8/06

couldnt write blog as my sister was using the computer to play with her bf -.-... warcraft green td.. made a decision... after thinking for a long time... i realise that even though ur body is with me but ur heart aint.. so i broke up with u... u said that the pain will fade away after awhile... u tink that its true... no matter what i do... i still think of u... i thought that by chionging all my sports and make me very tired will make me stop thinking of u... but i cant... during PE today.. i rushed my two rounds and make sure that i finish first even wearing loose shoes so that i may forget about u for awhile.. but when i finished.. i still was thinking of u.. everytime during class.. when im bored... i still continue to think of u even when i have work to be done...

Wo men dou shi re bu jian Yi chi cue ren bu ju de gan ji yuan Gan jue chiang bian Yi jin bei xiao de fang bian Yi jin an shi dao ji xian Mei yong qi de ren you yu de sen jian Xin fu jiou piao guo mian qian Wo pin fan hu qi er ni Xiang can lan cing cing Rang wo dan qi Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jin Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi) Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jing Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni dao jing Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi Wo pin fan hu qi er ni Xiang can lan cing cing Rang wo dan qi Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jin Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi) Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jing Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni dao jing Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi Zhang hui bu pei pan qu chu Shuo ai bu ai yao wen qi Ai you wo men zhi ji Jue ding bu pi pi bie puo shui ni de yan jing Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jin Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi) Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jing Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni bao jing (wo bao jing) Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi

was depressed the whole day... pulled a long face in school... put a fake smile on my face... samantha tried to console me and i realised that she too just broke up with her bf... i was more upset la... she send me stupid songs and told me to change everything... my msn nick my blog... blah blah blah... it did help alittle.. after closing the conversation... i became upset again... staring at the skys to wish that i will forget everything... but i couldnt.. than the thought of going to samantha's church(hogc) appeared in my head... should i skip one service and attend her church??? im not transferring church la... Just wanna get my head up and going and going again... but apparenting it is was unsuccessful...

22/8/2006

went to school... tried to smile... some were fake and some were just for awhile.. during class i still thought of u... tried to shift my focus but it always starts thinking of u.. during PE.. I ran and made sure i got first again... did stupid dances and went back class for chinese... had spelling... did not have the mood to do anything... than came bio.. the LAST session!! found out our results and went off... some stayed behind to do their chinese oral while some of us have completed the oral and went off... waited for joel in the canteen... still i wanted to sms u... but paused... i walked to my fomr tutor and had a chat with him... told him some of my problems... and some trouble makers in class... after that long chat, i found joel... who ate like he havent eaten of weeks... and after that.. we went to meet up with yk... ykyk... take so long to walk to bus stop meh... anw.. we were suppose to do some church thing but joel nv bring his book... thus we slacked... played hotel... (i trashed them -.-).. than we played the thumb game... stupid sia.. and play gb... while i was playing tennis on my hp... after that, me and yk played bball... played for about an hour or so.. and head back home... as i was walking into my house... i suddenly thought of u again... of how are u and blah blah blah... took a shower... and used the com -.-"...

Never knew I could feel like thisLike I've never seen the sky beforeI want to vanish inside your kissSeasons may change, winter to springBut I Love You, until the end of timeCome what mayCome what mayI will Love YouUntil my dying daySuddenly the world seems such a perfect placeSuddenly it moves with such a perfect graceSuddenly my life doesn't seem such a wasteIt all revolves around youAnd there's no mountain too highNo river too wideSing out this song,I'll be there by your sideStorm clouds may gatherAnd stars may collideBut I Love You, I Love You,Until the end of timeCome what may, come what may, I will Love YouThe greastest thing you'll ever learn...I will Love You, Come what may, Yes, I will Love YouCome what may, I will Love You, Til my dying day