i couldnt update my blog ytd due to some problems...
my form tutor called up my parents telling them my results for maths(which i failed)...
not ONLY that.. he told them some crap about me still not completing my chinese spelling WHICH HE ALWAYS THINK IS A TEST and WHICH I HAVE COMPLETED YTD cause she said that i can do it YTD!... Because i failed my maths.. i had to write to him a study plan.. but i did not do it.. so i promised him that i will hand it up to him BEFORE 3pm... school ended at 2.10pm.. i had to rush off and wait for my turn to do my chinese spelling so that i will not get a 0 for my chinese... so i passed my plan to my friend and asked him to pass it up for me.. after my spelling.. i had to go for a track meeting.. which ended at 3.30pm.. after the meeting i asked my friend if he had passed up the plan for me and he said yes.. so im not sure if he really did pass it up for me or he erased my name and handed up the plan as his own... i waited for jem and went to meet up with my church friends.. we played lan for awhile and was about to head for dinner at plaza sing... my dad called me saying that my form tutor called him and told him that i DID NOT do my chinese "test" and did not see him... its like COME ON he said HAND UP not SEE HIM.. nvm.. i got pissed because my parents wanted to fetch me right after my dinner saying that they want to talk to me.. i said i going eat dinner than they said NVM WE WAIT FOR U.. got very pissed and decided to skip my dinner and just wait for them.. went into the car and quarreled with them.. saying that they want to help me and ask what problem do i have... HOW CAN THEY HELP ME!! EVERYTIME I TELL THEM SOMETHING THEY WONT LISTEN!!! say that they trust me... YA RIGHT!! if they do.. they will NOT follow me around to check on my friends... CALL THAT TRUST!! everytime i study... they will not be home.. everytime i use the com.. they will reach home.. and say that i NEVER study... help me help me.. TOO LATE!! i have already closed my doors on them.. AT LEAST MY FRIENDS UNDERSTANDS!!! after that, i reached home and cook myself dinner.. they asked so many questions.. DO THEY kNOW THAT I HAD FEVER FOR THE PASS FEW DAYS? NO!! they say WHY I NEVER TELL THEM... WHY WILL I WANNA TELL THEM!!! WHENEVER I GET SICK BEFORE A TEST.. THEY WILL SAY THAT I AM LIKE MY SISTER WHO ALWAYS GETS SICK BEFORE A TEST!!!... THATS WHY I NEVER SHARE WITH THEM MY THOUGHTS.. HACK they DUN even know my fav food... what colour i like.. so on and so forth..

today.. i woke up and used the computer with a flu and a terrible headache.. did alot of smsing.. busy with some work... yk just told me that there was breakthrough but i could not make it... im suppose to go sherpherding with yk after the breakthrough.. went to take a bathe preparing to leave.. and my dad say that YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO GO OUT AR!!... COME ON!! ITS ONLY CHURCH!!! nvm... NOw HE WANTS TO FOLLOW ME TO MY CHURCH AND SEE WHAT KIND OF CHURCH IT IS... TRUST MY ***** LA... if they read my diary... they will see that i have LONG AGO lost my respect for them...