Haha... I am rather piss... with who? with eli's sis... Slap Me TWICE for wad... NO REASON!...
omg... this morning... went to school... wa.. Rain Again sia....
lucky my dad brought me to school.. went to the canteen... EH wad happen to my classmates...
paused.. and OH YA.. they went for mass.... But wait.. i went to class and THERE I SAW THEM "hanging" around in the class.. went in... SLACKED.... and lucky it rained... if not i have to the "great" singapore work out... anw.. i realised that there was a class party.. AFTER SCHOOL... got held back -.-.... had a concert before the party... i think throughout the WHOLE concert... the only one which is ns are the VIDEOS!!! haha... my form tutor... HAHA... looks so funny when he was young... after being bored to death... went to class for the party where i only ate 2 packs of chips... caus im sick... =P/T.T.... gotten back our report book and off i go.. to where? to... CCK!!! haha... Elvin and i decided to go back to pri school.. but went home first.. y? because he played soccer and became all sweaty.. he took a cab and fetched me and we went to saps... the thing which is sooooo memorable there is the CHEAP FOOD!!! omg... a bowl of noodles for... 50CENTS!!! omg... miss the PRICE of the food T.T.... werent allowed to go up to the hall... had to wait for our teachers to come down... saw old pals.. marcus, gabriel, stephen, stanley, aloy, bang yan, sherryn, collette, grace, trish, xeina, patrick, nick, lynn and so on... haha... i cant believe it... i GREW!~! haha... as in physically... not mentally haha...=P... saw mdm wong.. talked for awhile.. and we went out! haha.. to where?? westmall... changed my tuition to 5... so that i can go out for awhile... went to eat lunch... played around... went to coffee bean and talk... finally we went back home... sherry and xeina went to collect some photos... loy grace took the bus.. sean luhan and i took a mrt... walked under the rain home... the stupid song (raindrops keep falling on my head) keep repeating in my head... Oh NO... my tutor reach my house le!! RUN!!! haha...
felt very tired.. and had tuition.. and of all subjects.. chinese... had repeated stomach aches.. and went to the toilet.. the best part was that i went to the toilet sat down and slept.. haha..
made my tutor wait for me for 30 mins... haha... omg... BAD... she is scolding me!!! and after doing my work.. YES!!! tuition finish le!!! YAHHOOOOOO!!!... go and slp... HAHA... slept till... 9++... omg.. and im still feeling slpy.. and now.. i still feel pissed.. because elija's sister slappd me twice for not participating in her thumb game... kao.. almost feel like slapping her back.. why i didnt do so?? CAUSE SHE ONLY A PRIMARY SCHOOL GIRL!!...

Argh!!! woke up at 0900.. and wad i do!! use the com... DO WAD U ASK! NOTHING!!!
Recieved yk message cannot meet at 1000 le.. caus not allowed to leave skool.... WA LAO!!!
Than i had an IDEA!!! WHOOOOO!!! remembered that kenneth ask me out for cs... than called him... met him at LITTLE INDIA 1130... OF ALL THE PLACE!!! cannot go SOMEWHERE ELSE MEH!!! its not that im racist... its that I DUN LIKE TO GO SUCH PLACES... (even chinatown) =P... WEEEE finally!! i get to do SOMETHING... but... NOOOOO... played how long.... ONE HOUR ONLY LEH!!!... nvm... thought they have some intresting activities... but NOOOOO only go eat and watch movie... DUN WAN TO WATCH MOVIE LA!!! Called Jq.. thought she meet yk at 1330... but noooooo... she go meet nicole... nvm.. also can... than ask yk wad he doing.. he go meet jem.. do wad.. study and shepherding... i was like WT*... I studied YESTERDAY LIAO!!!... nvmm... i thought to myself... go study la... nvm de... went to wait for jem at tiong... Ate Burger King... Ate the mushroom burger thingy ar.... Omg... Taste Like **y*.... ate abit than throw away... Stone in burger king and wait for jem... Wait for him for wad... I wait for him caus i duno how to take public transport to Queensway Shopping Centre... caus he want to buy street soccer shoes and meet yk... nvm... he reached tiong just in time( when i just finish my drink ) took bus 33... And i looked at my watch.. oops.. yk predicted that we will reach queensway 45 min late... AND HE WAS RIGHT... And jem said... NO... why.... u muz be wondering... he said WE ARE forty-SIX min late... Omg.... when taking the bus... i realise we went pass Queenstown mrt.. i was like What The... i told him that can go to queensway from queenstown mrt.. but he said nooo..(earlier on before meeting him) wad de... NVM... met yk in mac... did not eat anything... but jem bought TWENTY PIECE chicken nuggets.... omg.. yk and jem had shepherding... so i bought mcflurry.... waited like about 30 mins??? omg... wasted my time.. and the best part is... WE DID NOT STUDY!!! FOLLOW FOR NO REASON!!.. nvm at least go see got any new gear being sold at queensway.... Walk AROUND and i really mean A ROUND... yk left.. leaving me and jem and YET he have not decided on a shoe... We went into so many shops that i have decided to buy what street soccer shoes, soccer ball and running shoes... FINALLY... we went into a shop and he FINALLY BOUGHT A STREET SOCCER SHOE!!! YAY.... But wait.. the uncle is making no sense... he said.... " you are buying a very gd shoe..." why? this is why... "They Are one of the latest... and hot selling shoes..." this sounded convincing... but wait... THERE IS MORE... "if u buy this shoe... u will be the THIRD person who buy this shoe" omg.. Hot Selling leh.. THIRD PERSON NEH... Wad time le... Going to Evening le.. Still Third.. Hot.. my *** la... yay... took 33 back to red hill mrt... and i decided to do a very lame thing... i called jem..."Hey come here tell u something"... and than "BEEP" haha... yes... BEEP haha... listen to japanese song to irritate him haha... reached redhill mrt.. went to seven eleven.. bought POCKY... no ordinary POCKY but a STRAWBERRY flavour POCKY!!! yay... stupid sia.. so many chocolate... must dig out the strawberry flavoured pocky... went up into the mrt... and the train came... instead of boarding the train.. WE RAN... where to? i'll tell u... TO THE REAR OF THE TRAIN haha...!!! so lame!! BUT YET... Fun... muahahaha... jem ate his pocky while we talked.. after he finished his pocky.. i open mine lol... and did a very stupid "magic" trick we open the train door with our eyes.. wow huh.. NOOO... its because next stop le ma!!! haha... door closing beep beep beep than we said DOOR CLOSE... haha... reached jurong east... told him that we nv study at all.. than he said... oh ya... want to study now? i was like anything where?... at my house? but how?? its raining cats and dogs... so we decided to play xbox at xsquare... got off the train and went to xsquare... Wait a min.. we forgotten today school day... we not allowed to enter till its 6.00pm...
wt... nvmm went to arcade.. top up my card... and the aunty there remembers me!! cool man...
anw.. we played daytona.. and air hockey... and the stupid bioshi game... went to the vcd shop bought army daze... and went home... reach home watch army daze.. and now.. im writing this blog... Wait la samantha.. it takes time for ppl like me to write a blog OK.. haha...

Yay... Im SICK!!! HURRAAYYYY!!!
Did not want to go school.. But dad force me to go T.T... Stupid sia... Headache until cannot take it... slp in the car and did not even realise i reach skool le.. lmao...
Reach to school... wad did i do... hmmmm... SLEEP!!! haha... slp on the track... first time slp until so shuang... assembly start... I WAS SLPING WHILE STANDING!!! wa so muti-tasking... thx thx haha...

Went up to class.. Stupid Wen Cong just because he have to go canoeing... he LIVE IN FEAR... HAHA... mentally disturbed... siao... but i was slping... only heard that... first period english... SLEEP!!!... HAha.. after 50min of slp in class... Maths.. oooooomg.... ta han for 10 min than slp again... kp coughing... omg... than went home... cannot take it... my HOL called my "dad" to inform him that im sick.. but he called my hp instead... lol... than i called my dad... to call my HOL... lol... finally.. i was allowed to go home.. Jarrold carried my bag and walked me to the roadside along with Wilfred... Flag a taxi and off i went...

reached home... played audition.. haha... played for 10 min... and stoned... after stoning for 2 hours.. i went to see the doctor... man... i so sian... haha...
my headache stopped... went home.. And my dad got a half day leave?? omg.. i thought he was doing so to look after me.. so sian.. BUT NO!!! he played majong with his friends at home lol!!! i took that chance and went out... wore a long sleeve shirt and another red shirt on it.. haha.. look like a fool huh... I SICK WAD... lol... no la.. cause cold wad...

Stupid jy... make me go all the way to JURONG library to study w her.. and the best part is IM SICK!!! nvm.. went to eat at the cafe in the library and did my work... and wad did she do.. a chinese letter draft...( which i drew on =P) and say that I DID NOT BRING MY OTHER WORK OR TEXTBOOK... omg... and i did so much work... after awhile... jq came... studied for another 30min or so and went off to the skating ring to take a look... man... i nv go there for a long time le... hope that tomorrow can go =P... Jy left leaving me and jq together.. went to arcade... did not do anything... than went to but some curry powder thingy for her mum... than went home.. reach cck le... we decied to go x zone to play x box... but we did not LOL... than she had to take a bus home haha.. wasted her money... HAHA... Sry!!!

went to daniel house... haha.. played a stupid dota game.. than went home... stoned... played the com and played the same stupid dota game with -wtf mode... haha.. trash!!! haha... Feeling sad and happy at the same time... sad because i still miss u.. and sad that im ill... happy that i can still try to forget u... completely.. at least until to the stage that we're still friends =)... Jy made me remember somethings which happened in the past btw u and me... by writing on the stupid tissue... than she put her head on the table( as though as she is slping)... that too reminded me of the past... nearly cry.. but i held back my tears... and acted as though i was having a flu..

( I want To live Careless and Free)

Haven Been Updating... LAZY ME!!! jajaja...

this goes to people at church... Do I Really Look Like An Ah Beng!!! You Dont Know Me!!!...
nvm.. dun really bother haha...
floorball!! yay... played like i never play before... did lots of stupid tricks and even scored when the ball was at mid air!!! Gabriel!! dun chiong la!!! cannot get pass u?? haha... i did... =P...

church!! yay.. T.T cannot sing.. and why!!! SORE THROAT T.T... Sry Samantha!!! nv go to ur church... sry hor... another time... =D... oh ya... smile!! be happy... yes.. i know that u have been through a tough relationship and heard stupid comments and tolerate ur father but hey!!! look on the bright side of life!!...

Haiz.. sunday went to my grandparents place at malaysia.. played naruto vs one piece vs dragonball... stupid game.. NO CHALLENGE AT ALL... my biao di all think can win me.. because i was coughing away!!!... went to 7/11 with them... stupid sia... slurpie.. ALL MELT LIAO... Crap.. Bought ice cream instead.. hahaha hold my biao di(s) hands.. why.. becaus my aunt scared they get kidnapped... nvm... They Sing jay chou song omg... laugh laugh laugh***... but i wasted most of my time slping at my grandparents palce =)... sick wad... cannot blame me...

today ar.. went to school slpy.. no thx to jy haha... jkjk.. becaus of cough medicine.. but the gd thing is that i ate pizza for breakfast!!! hahaha... Oh Ya.. I PASSED ENGLISH!!! YAY... when i thought i fail becaus i failed the stupid comprehension test... but I PASSED!!! yay.. three cheers... now... i must face the music also... THE MARKS SO LAN!!! 7 ppl failed TA3 this term.. omg... siao... form tutor is furious... cant blame him.. at this moment if anyone fail before streaming... it shows that there is something wrong... during pe... haha.. ran with samuel lye... haha.. we so unfit!!! but no matter... we will get back other fitness!!! haha... Aaron!!! Dun anyhow hit the hockey ball!!! hit my bloody hand!!! ARGH.... now got mark le lar!!! dragon ball lol!!! haiz.. got 21 position in class... lousy marks... still cant believe i failed my maths... sad... NVM.. I MUST PREPARE MYSELF FOR STREAMING!!!... *still got you in my head.. your message activated my feelings and made me upset again.. But!! I Sing like siao... with a sore throat!!! haha...*

haha... keep talking to jie ying... stupid sia... comment on my singing -.-"... ( i sing like shit la )...
omgomg... tomorrow got chinese test!!! NVM... study study... must not do badly!!! i can say that i have stopped thinking of... but once in awhile i will still think of... if anyone reminds me of... i will get chao depressed AGAIN... so DONT... yesterday ate KFC!!! wooot!! bet i grew some weight... ran around to make sure i neutrallise with the FATS.. Now i owe jy a yogurt treat... better spend my money before i treat her =P HAHA... jkjk... floorball.. hmmm fun fun fun.. yay..
those idiots cant book the court!! thanks to YK!!! yay.. three cheers!! going all out!..
Dan and Team Watch Out!!! No mercy!!! HAha..

today in school so boring... stupid presentation... bored me to death... John Chan STOP PLUCKING YOUR DAM HAIR LA!!!... cant believe ur even plucking ur hand hair... eeeeew...
wa.. maths... why so many homework!.. Now i have to complete an Article too... AIYO... MUGGING!!!... went for cg... wa.. forgotten that my tuition was at 4... omgomg... i was suppose to organize the games.. so.. we played X BOX!!! lol.. no one wanna play the thumb game... Sad T.T... jk!!! wth! my tutor reach my house at 3.35 leh!!!... omg omg.. rush home... and reach home and 4.20!!! wth.. the worst part is i keep getting a tummy ache... caus i drank peel fresh fruits and vegetables with wheatgrass... ITS NS AND HEALTHY HAHA...

boom...

21/8/06

couldnt write blog as my sister was using the computer to play with her bf -.-... warcraft green td.. made a decision... after thinking for a long time... i realise that even though ur body is with me but ur heart aint.. so i broke up with u... u said that the pain will fade away after awhile... u tink that its true... no matter what i do... i still think of u... i thought that by chionging all my sports and make me very tired will make me stop thinking of u... but i cant... during PE today.. i rushed my two rounds and make sure that i finish first even wearing loose shoes so that i may forget about u for awhile.. but when i finished.. i still was thinking of u.. everytime during class.. when im bored... i still continue to think of u even when i have work to be done...

Wo men dou shi re bu jian Yi chi cue ren bu ju de gan ji yuan Gan jue chiang bian Yi jin bei xiao de fang bian Yi jin an shi dao ji xian Mei yong qi de ren you yu de sen jian Xin fu jiou piao guo mian qian Wo pin fan hu qi er ni Xiang can lan cing cing Rang wo dan qi Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jin Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi) Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jing Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni dao jing Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi Wo pin fan hu qi er ni Xiang can lan cing cing Rang wo dan qi Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jin Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi) Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jing Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni dao jing Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi Zhang hui bu pei pan qu chu Shuo ai bu ai yao wen qi Ai you wo men zhi ji Jue ding bu pi pi bie puo shui ni de yan jing Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jin Dan shi ni de shen bian you ren pong hua zong shi yong qi Wo ping shen me yi yi da pai qi ni Kan da shen suo yao zuo ni de wei yi (wo de wei yi) Ming ming hen ai ni Ming ming xiang kao jing Wei shen me hai yao zai lang fei shi jian he pa ni bao jing (wo bao jing) Kou zhen xin zai shi zui li hai de wu qi Wo hui ping ming rang ni hen man yi

was depressed the whole day... pulled a long face in school... put a fake smile on my face... samantha tried to console me and i realised that she too just broke up with her bf... i was more upset la... she send me stupid songs and told me to change everything... my msn nick my blog... blah blah blah... it did help alittle.. after closing the conversation... i became upset again... staring at the skys to wish that i will forget everything... but i couldnt.. than the thought of going to samantha's church(hogc) appeared in my head... should i skip one service and attend her church??? im not transferring church la... Just wanna get my head up and going and going again... but apparenting it is was unsuccessful...

22/8/2006

went to school... tried to smile... some were fake and some were just for awhile.. during class i still thought of u... tried to shift my focus but it always starts thinking of u.. during PE.. I ran and made sure i got first again... did stupid dances and went back class for chinese... had spelling... did not have the mood to do anything... than came bio.. the LAST session!! found out our results and went off... some stayed behind to do their chinese oral while some of us have completed the oral and went off... waited for joel in the canteen... still i wanted to sms u... but paused... i walked to my fomr tutor and had a chat with him... told him some of my problems... and some trouble makers in class... after that long chat, i found joel... who ate like he havent eaten of weeks... and after that.. we went to meet up with yk... ykyk... take so long to walk to bus stop meh... anw.. we were suppose to do some church thing but joel nv bring his book... thus we slacked... played hotel... (i trashed them -.-).. than we played the thumb game... stupid sia.. and play gb... while i was playing tennis on my hp... after that, me and yk played bball... played for about an hour or so.. and head back home... as i was walking into my house... i suddenly thought of u again... of how are u and blah blah blah... took a shower... and used the com -.-"...

Never knew I could feel like thisLike I've never seen the sky beforeI want to vanish inside your kissSeasons may change, winter to springBut I Love You, until the end of timeCome what mayCome what mayI will Love YouUntil my dying daySuddenly the world seems such a perfect placeSuddenly it moves with such a perfect graceSuddenly my life doesn't seem such a wasteIt all revolves around youAnd there's no mountain too highNo river too wideSing out this song,I'll be there by your sideStorm clouds may gatherAnd stars may collideBut I Love You, I Love You,Until the end of timeCome what may, come what may, I will Love YouThe greastest thing you'll ever learn...I will Love You, Come what may, Yes, I will Love YouCome what may, I will Love You, Til my dying day

after i thinking for a long time... i realise that u need more... the sense the emptyness appeared in my heart again... i did not have any feelings to anything and just stared into space..could it that we werent suppose to be together... fairness?? what is it... chose me just to be fair? i duno what to say.. your love for is way stronger... and i have to help u... but i can/t..

tutor canceled tuition and change it to tomorrow... as i sit infront of the computer.. i did not know wad to do... im lost... empty in the inside... the only thing i can think of is to study alone...the only word which keeps appearing in my head in fairness... feel diff... we do not talk like that..you often talk about and i dun really mind... but i did not know that ur love for is still standing strong... getting on with the relationship is almost impossible to me... just by leaving the house for being angry.. u worried sick... i asked.. and u told me "lets take it as i am tired"... i do not know how to help at all... u also said "dont need to feel hopeless"... and how am i suppose to do that when the person i like is disappointed and worrying while i just sit on my bed doing NOTHING... why does my heart cry.. feelings that i cant fight... your free to leave me but just dun deceive me..and pls believe me when i say i love you...

i couldnt update my blog ytd due to some problems...
my form tutor called up my parents telling them my results for maths(which i failed)...
not ONLY that.. he told them some crap about me still not completing my chinese spelling WHICH HE ALWAYS THINK IS A TEST and WHICH I HAVE COMPLETED YTD cause she said that i can do it YTD!... Because i failed my maths.. i had to write to him a study plan.. but i did not do it.. so i promised him that i will hand it up to him BEFORE 3pm... school ended at 2.10pm.. i had to rush off and wait for my turn to do my chinese spelling so that i will not get a 0 for my chinese... so i passed my plan to my friend and asked him to pass it up for me.. after my spelling.. i had to go for a track meeting.. which ended at 3.30pm.. after the meeting i asked my friend if he had passed up the plan for me and he said yes.. so im not sure if he really did pass it up for me or he erased my name and handed up the plan as his own... i waited for jem and went to meet up with my church friends.. we played lan for awhile and was about to head for dinner at plaza sing... my dad called me saying that my form tutor called him and told him that i DID NOT do my chinese "test" and did not see him... its like COME ON he said HAND UP not SEE HIM.. nvm.. i got pissed because my parents wanted to fetch me right after my dinner saying that they want to talk to me.. i said i going eat dinner than they said NVM WE WAIT FOR U.. got very pissed and decided to skip my dinner and just wait for them.. went into the car and quarreled with them.. saying that they want to help me and ask what problem do i have... HOW CAN THEY HELP ME!! EVERYTIME I TELL THEM SOMETHING THEY WONT LISTEN!!! say that they trust me... YA RIGHT!! if they do.. they will NOT follow me around to check on my friends... CALL THAT TRUST!! everytime i study... they will not be home.. everytime i use the com.. they will reach home.. and say that i NEVER study... help me help me.. TOO LATE!! i have already closed my doors on them.. AT LEAST MY FRIENDS UNDERSTANDS!!! after that, i reached home and cook myself dinner.. they asked so many questions.. DO THEY kNOW THAT I HAD FEVER FOR THE PASS FEW DAYS? NO!! they say WHY I NEVER TELL THEM... WHY WILL I WANNA TELL THEM!!! WHENEVER I GET SICK BEFORE A TEST.. THEY WILL SAY THAT I AM LIKE MY SISTER WHO ALWAYS GETS SICK BEFORE A TEST!!!... THATS WHY I NEVER SHARE WITH THEM MY THOUGHTS.. HACK they DUN even know my fav food... what colour i like.. so on and so forth..

today.. i woke up and used the computer with a flu and a terrible headache.. did alot of smsing.. busy with some work... yk just told me that there was breakthrough but i could not make it... im suppose to go sherpherding with yk after the breakthrough.. went to take a bathe preparing to leave.. and my dad say that YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO GO OUT AR!!... COME ON!! ITS ONLY CHURCH!!! nvm... NOw HE WANTS TO FOLLOW ME TO MY CHURCH AND SEE WHAT KIND OF CHURCH IT IS... TRUST MY ***** LA... if they read my diary... they will see that i have LONG AGO lost my respect for them...

Hello... I've Just Decided to create a NEW blog as the old blog is soooo screwed up.. =)..
ahhh... common test have FINALLY ended!! Yippey!!!
*Few Days Before This Blog Is Created

15/8/2006
(Worst Day Of My Life)

ArGh!!! I got late for school and only by 1 MIN!!!... I took the wrong bus and went somewhere else!!! omg omg!!! came out the bus and saw 190 drive pass!!! cannot catch up T.T... sad sad... Called my bro K3ith.. and he agreed to help to pay Some.. but too bad I WAS LATE caus of the jam.. HAIZ!!!.. nvm..
stupid form tutor asked for an explaination so i told him wad happen and he said I DUN BELIEVE YOUR STORY!!! wth... The BEST PART is that he went to tell every student he teach about it...
Recess... No money k3ith lend me 2 dollars.. bought chicken rice.. than after recess MATHS TEST... and i screwed it up OMG!!! than after school ask my friend if my phone can be repaired( i dropped it in the sea) and she said cannot!!! omg.. SUPER PISSED!!!

16/8/2006

I had my geography paper... Yippey.. Its rather "easy" i guess =p haha... stu[pid leonard go write MT EVEREST is a VOLCANO!!! omg.. everyone laughed... Anw its a fold mountain..
after school went out and study.. Skippy cute!! now im not so scared of Dogs!!! except for their Licking... eeew.. licked my legs a thousand times and even my hand...
KEEP BARKING AT OTHER DOGS!!! omgomg..!!! so noisy!!! haha... Ate dinner and had to do some excercise.. THAN CAN GO HOME... reach home about 9.45-10?... haha.. study at night again.. for stupid Bio test... The teacher cant even teach de... if not means my class so noisy.. especially a group of them... who JUST DONT KNOW WHEN TO shut the HELL UP... haiz...

17/8/2006

Yay!!! My Bio Test Was OKOK!!! Not really Hard!!! YAY!!! hope can get an A XD... haiz.. found out that i failed my maths T.T... and half the class failed as well... form tutor gave us a shelling after school... (hates it when he keeps dragging on the conversation by REPEATING the same thing OVER AND OVER again..) haiz... But i at least got a 52/70 for my CHinese!! yay.. hahaz..
Decided to create a blog =P after talking to jie ying... keep looking at other ppls blog... keep making me want to create one of my own hahaz!!! =P... Bad news.. No floorball tomorrow =(... was looking forward to it.. someone booked the court before we did... haiz... DAM!!! NO!!! nvm.. nvm.. haha..